I had dreams that I have met you
in my dreams you were my comforter

you held me close
and everytime you became softer

your tone was loving when we meet
cooing me into a daze that was an everlasting greet

it was always you.
you are imaginary

yet not to you any can bury

when I dream in reality I am attacked, questioned, and ridiculed for my thinking
and by my clumsiness they were never forgiving

I walk upon the earth and I see sadness, lonliness, and a wanting to escape a world filled of grief

LASCIA CHIO PIANGA

May heaven help me! I try to find love

but by my clumsy ways they all fly like doves

and throw me away like broken gloves

useless, worthless, a waste of breath

a cruel fate worse than death


Il duolo infranga queste ritorte


who will find me worthy of love and keep me in their arms

and when I'm hurt they'll keep me from me from harm

All I ask is someone to guide me and help me

In return I will serve thee

on this earth lonliness is a horrid suffering

they are my chains

the chattering chains that chants of no mercy

they have been put upon me to trap me, to ensnare me, to make me its slave

I try to break free with all my might

but then I had lost all my sight

tears blocked my eyes

and I made heavy sides

who will help me now?

my DREAM!

it has been with me throughout

it is what I sought out

it could protect me.

I see my dream

my dream broke the chains off of me and brushed away my tears

in that moment he said " worry no longer. you are worthy to be called beloved,your heart is dear, you are caring, you've takem my heart. I will guide you and love you more than any. Have no fear."

and like all dreams I awake. to face reality once more.

I awaken to go through torment once more.

just as a one poem said:

And still I dream he'll come to me
That we will live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed


I will not let a fate happen to me. I shalt stay strong to my dreams.

And I will keep dreaming.I will dream what all have dreamed before in their lives: for dreams to be reality.

perhaps I will be lucky.

perhaps not.

in the end I will go on.......and hope.........for that is truly close to finding the dream.








wwwwwwwwwwwwooooooooooooow O_o I don't know what's up with my brain anymore.Finally I created a digital artwork and I am proud of the lovely results. In case anyone was wondering what came over me to write this all I can say is is that it was inspire by songs like Lascia chio Pianga ( as mentioned in the "poem") I dream a Dream( as shown above) and pretty much my own feelings and experiance. all in all it inspired me to make this image and it turned out extremely well. I took me all night to complete( yes I am that strange)but like is said...soooooooooooo worth it. I hope everyone likes this better,colorful, and wonderful addition to my gallery. plz comment and fav <3

- truly yours,

Toni R. Monk

ps: All rights reserved to the lyric "I dream a dream" to whoever owns it. I claim none of it to be mine and it is all thanks to whoever made it