I'm Still Here ~
I'm never going to be 100% but I know that i'll never be fixed up or like everyone else.
I'm allowed to have my darkness, my sadness, my pain...it doesn't define me, but it is a part of me.
Accepting my disabilities is a hard to stomach problem. Accepting I need help at age 32? Its new to me.
I need to learn its okay to ask for help when i'm feeling my Fibromyalgia, my Chronic Pain, i've never asked for help...how can I now?
I just need to swallow all sense of pride and extend my paw for help, but in my experience - its a gamble if anyone helps me.
Been laughed at and kicked out of so many lives for even seeming like I have issues.
Sorry, just had to vent...all these new feelings, emotions, realisations is overwhelming and i'm trying to process so many things. ~
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Thank you to those who are there, new and old alike. <3
It does a black heart like mine some good. <3
Thrasher (C)
Art (C)
I'm allowed to have my darkness, my sadness, my pain...it doesn't define me, but it is a part of me.
Accepting my disabilities is a hard to stomach problem. Accepting I need help at age 32? Its new to me.
I need to learn its okay to ask for help when i'm feeling my Fibromyalgia, my Chronic Pain, i've never asked for help...how can I now?
I just need to swallow all sense of pride and extend my paw for help, but in my experience - its a gamble if anyone helps me.
Been laughed at and kicked out of so many lives for even seeming like I have issues.
Sorry, just had to vent...all these new feelings, emotions, realisations is overwhelming and i'm trying to process so many things. ~
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Thank you to those who are there, new and old alike. <3
It does a black heart like mine some good. <3
Thrasher (C)

Art (C)
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I'm 35, I only started to open up and ask for help only after getting to a very deep dark place, 5 years ago. first psychiatrist I spoke to told me "if you want to kill yourself, there's nothing I can do" Luckily I had a friend who dragged me to different ppl till I found one that didn't waste my time. and slowly learned to ask ppl for help, who are the right ppl, and who are the wrong ppl.
It's doable and I think you are a strong lion underneath all the dark stuff.
It's doable and I think you are a strong lion underneath all the dark stuff.
There is no shame in asking for help.
There is no shame in allowing yourself to get help.
You are not weak in acknowledging you need help.
No matter the age/gender/situation everyone deserves help.
1st step is acknowledging that you are a good person, you are enough and you deserves β€
There is no shame in allowing yourself to get help.
You are not weak in acknowledging you need help.
No matter the age/gender/situation everyone deserves help.
1st step is acknowledging that you are a good person, you are enough and you deserves β€
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