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Where the fuck am I?
Tell me did I just die?
'Cause I don't understand why
I'm in a room I don't recognise
I died at 5:45
Yeah it says so on a sign
And my mother's crying out her eyes
Or is the radio telling lies?
Dude, i've been feeling incredibly lucid IRL now i've taken my medication, looked at what it did to me since I was 16, and now....with a bit of pushing and fucking determination - I'm free?
But feeling so much stuff, I like, find myself dreaming of waking up in different places.
I'm fighting against sedatives, antipsychotics, antianxiety and antidepressants...but feeling feelings is new to me!
I feel every major twist in my life, and I don't just chuck meds down my neck and hope for healing.
I've had to take it by the balls and DO IT MYSELF.
I might have dark days, but I want to feel it.
I might have extremely hyper/impulse driven days and I WANT THAT.
I was medicated for being suicidal, depressed, so anxious I couldn't walk anymore. Life hit me from every angle possible but scarred, i've come out the other side.
This is real. This is being true to myself. I'm not numb anymore. I want to feel everything.
Having a dangerous impulsive disorder, as the doctors say is a part of psychosis, or some shit, its an odd diagnosis. :/
I feel like i've come back to life, and it feels overwhelming in...like...a liberating, honest to fucking everything, no holds barred...like the muzzle has been taken off. <3
Thank you all who have been with me on this fucking weird journey. I love you all. <3
Thrasher (C)
Art (C)
Tell me did I just die?
'Cause I don't understand why
I'm in a room I don't recognise
I died at 5:45
Yeah it says so on a sign
And my mother's crying out her eyes
Or is the radio telling lies?
Dude, i've been feeling incredibly lucid IRL now i've taken my medication, looked at what it did to me since I was 16, and now....with a bit of pushing and fucking determination - I'm free?
But feeling so much stuff, I like, find myself dreaming of waking up in different places.
I'm fighting against sedatives, antipsychotics, antianxiety and antidepressants...but feeling feelings is new to me!
I feel every major twist in my life, and I don't just chuck meds down my neck and hope for healing.
I've had to take it by the balls and DO IT MYSELF.
I might have dark days, but I want to feel it.
I might have extremely hyper/impulse driven days and I WANT THAT.
I was medicated for being suicidal, depressed, so anxious I couldn't walk anymore. Life hit me from every angle possible but scarred, i've come out the other side.
This is real. This is being true to myself. I'm not numb anymore. I want to feel everything.
Having a dangerous impulsive disorder, as the doctors say is a part of psychosis, or some shit, its an odd diagnosis. :/
I feel like i've come back to life, and it feels overwhelming in...like...a liberating, honest to fucking everything, no holds barred...like the muzzle has been taken off. <3
Thank you all who have been with me on this fucking weird journey. I love you all. <3
Thrasher (C)
Art (C)
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Sounds like one of the definitions of the word epiphany!
"a sudden, intuitive perception of or insight into the reality or essential meaning of something, usually initiated by some simple, homely, or commonplace occurrence or experience." ~ https://www.dictionary.com/browse/epiphany
"a sudden, intuitive perception of or insight into the reality or essential meaning of something, usually initiated by some simple, homely, or commonplace occurrence or experience." ~ https://www.dictionary.com/browse/epiphany
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