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a song i did with someone with whom i'm going to release some sort of project, consisting of pretty much 10 tracks that pretty much turn around the same genre which is rap/hip hop stuff. the thing is, when we started this project everything was going well within the time we did the first 4 tracks (of which he did the instrumentals), we agreed on doing half of the project each and i take care of pretty much all the vocal parts. but by the time it was my turn to do my part, everything came slowly because i still wanted to do something that had meaning and not some generic meaningless rhymes just to have some content. so the days go by and he sent a shit ton of messages asking where the project was going and the subject quickly became the very only thing we talked about when he messaged me. a couple months ago, he told me that we should search for a distribution contract to have our music released on streaming platforms, to which i agreed because it sounded fun and my dumbass said yes to include this track in the said project because i didn't know in which other projects it belonged more. and this became the only thing we talked about, and i felt like he wanted to release the project just for the business, not even for the music itself and i came to this realization because of this song. i literally talk about all the shit that has been going through my fucking head for almost a year now, friends and family problems, mental problems and his only response to the song was "pretty good". so fuck it, i'm posting it here and i'm still pissed off because i feel like it's a wasted track because of the project i chose to put it on and now there's no turning back.
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Hey, don't hide your face
Cause the moon has told me how you felt
And, if that's the case
Tell the sun you do your best at being heartfelt
There it goes again, losing all passion
For every fucking thing, only to gain compassion
For people i want to hold but I know I'm not gonna see 'em
I'm scared that one day I'll have nothing else to do but to flee 'em
No, I don't want that, how do I load a backup ?
Cause if I spend another minute in this hell, i'm gonna crack up
Love the way every floor I walk on burns, don't wanna pack up
See that's how I work, better put the blame on that sack of...
Wait, it ain't nobody's fault
Just a slight thought of truth and everything's on halt
I haven't seen my friends in ages, barely talked to them
So why do I fucking act like I owe the world to them
Maybe I'm lacking something ?
A pinch of self-esteem and black thoughts go missing ?
Who knows if i would still be alive if I had never met them
Maybe I'll die tomorrow so better be franck to them
Each day I grow sicker of the world that I'm in
Wanna quit it but can't cause it would be a fail win
So I'm stuck in this body, smothered by this skin
Trying to understand it, but this pressure is growin'
I ain't aquinted with the flow but i got my ideas in place
So i need to say the heavy stuff and that won't save my own face
The cycle is repeating, we're vanishing at a different pace
And it became true when my grandma stopped counting the days
And yeah i still hate myself for not seeing her much
I wanna bash my fucking head for not saying hello and such
And oh, i'm so tired of repeating that "I should've done this,
I should've said that" there's no way to fix the past
What is this, my whole world is crumbling
It's falling down, piece by piece, my last bliss
Where the fuck are the promises I made to myself about forgiving
I wanted to see my cousins again, just not like this
Hey, don't hide your face
Cause the moon has told me how you felt
And, if that's the case
Tell the sun you do your best at being heartfelt
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