Almighty God! I stand in awe of this world, Your great creation.
All the innumerable sights, sounds, and possibilities.
For all Your peoples' life courses to run,
So much there is to feel, hear, and see.

Why then can't I seem to find,
A niche in this world meant for me.
Even a tiny space to rest my mind,
in the fact there's a place to be.

So many times I thought I found,
a place where I belong.
It saddened me so to look around,
and find every time I was wrong.

By faith though I know I belong to Thee,
Should not that be enough for me?

Yeah...yeah I know...my poetry skills ain't much better than my drawing skills No...this emo post is not meant to garner sympathy or attention. It's more for me to help bring out in the open and tackle the core cause of my depression I'm currently going through. A depression that has caused me to alienate some good folks while at the same time smothering others with too much attention. All I can really say to those folks right now is sorry. Understand that this is an explanation for my actions or non-actions, whatever the case my be. It is by no means an excuse cuz there is no excuse for me to lash out at folks I care about or to put them aside as if they don't matter. No I'm not gonna hurt myself with weapons or liquor or drugs or anything like that. I'm also planning to get in touch with a counselor with the help of my pastor. It's gonna be a heck of an August but...by faith I know...I'll pull through it. Be safe and happy guys.