The world is caving in around me. My C-PTSD symptoms have become completely debilitating. Everything has changed. I'm left alone. It should be a good thing. They were abusive and toxic relationships. I should doing well. I have an amazing mental health team supporting me but nothing seems to help.
My grandmother passed away recently. I had to take time off of work for her funeral. I had a total breakdown and ended up in the ER twice in one week, so they admitted me as an inpatient in the psych unit for a week. While I was there... my landlord/former employer/closest thing I've have to a friend in a very long time killed himself... So I spent some time at the Crisis Stabilization Unit. I'm having a very difficult time processing this. This is his dog, Eleanor.
So I haven't been working, I'm completely broke. I hate to do this but any little bit would be so helpful. So I'm asking for donations.
https://paypal.me/ashleyleuthardt
Venmo: katanimate
Cash app: $AshleyLeuthardt
Umm.. yeah, I don't know What else to say...
My grandmother passed away recently. I had to take time off of work for her funeral. I had a total breakdown and ended up in the ER twice in one week, so they admitted me as an inpatient in the psych unit for a week. While I was there... my landlord/former employer/closest thing I've have to a friend in a very long time killed himself... So I spent some time at the Crisis Stabilization Unit. I'm having a very difficult time processing this. This is his dog, Eleanor.
So I haven't been working, I'm completely broke. I hate to do this but any little bit would be so helpful. So I'm asking for donations.
https://paypal.me/ashleyleuthardt
Venmo: katanimate
Cash app: $AshleyLeuthardt
Umm.. yeah, I don't know What else to say...
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I'm so sorry you're going through all that. Life can be a cruel mistress sometimes.
If you need someone to talk/vent to feel free to reach me. Bleakley on telegram
Otherwise, take your time you need to mourn. Please take care !
If you need someone to talk/vent to feel free to reach me. Bleakley on telegram
Otherwise, take your time you need to mourn. Please take care !
I wish I could donate for you in your moment of need, unfortunately I cannot do that.
So, I'm lending you me.
You don't know me but if you need someone to talk to, send me a note- or ask for my discord. I'd be more than happy to get on call with you or write to you. It's not much at all but this is what I can offer you.
So, I'm lending you me.
You don't know me but if you need someone to talk to, send me a note- or ask for my discord. I'd be more than happy to get on call with you or write to you. It's not much at all but this is what I can offer you.
My sincerest condolences, im sorry things are shaky for you right now and I hope they heal with time. Knowing them both was a gift and there memories cant be taken from you your love will always be there for them and theres for you. Both my grandparents passed last year and that little piece of advice I try to keep close to me like both of them were. Sending over what I can to help <3
I'm a complete stranger, but I also lost someone to suicide this year and I know the pain is completely indescribable and all-consuming. I'm so sorry you're going through this. Obviously everyone's experience is unique, but if it's anything like what I've been going through, remember that you have every right to grieve and there is nothing weak or lazy about not being able to bring yourself to work or be productive "like normal".
I'm a very broke artist as well, but I'll try to send a buck or two once my patreon paycheck comes through.
Take care and stay safe. <3
I'm a very broke artist as well, but I'll try to send a buck or two once my patreon paycheck comes through.
Take care and stay safe. <3
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