Alrighty, so Imma be honest real quick.
Last week was a shit week for me.
I was burnt out, and in survival mode. I felt like no one wanted to talk with me, and that no one liked me, and my normal coping mechanisms were less effective than usual.
I was stressed, and emotionally drained, and it made it super fucking difficult to find inspiration and energy to draw or communicate over discord.
I was in a bad place.
It felt like I was falling back into the depression I essentially grew up with, and I was so scared of falling back in.
Now however, I'm finally getting things under control, at least I hope so.
I'm setting a goal for myself to be moving back home to Montana before Christmas Break gets out across the US.
I've felt so fucking isolated in San Diego, mainly cause of the pandemic, and the fact that I didn't know anyone other than my brother.
Returning home to Montana, where a majority of my family, and where my irl friends are, is the best choice for me emotionally, but this doesn't mean I'll be stopping my art stuff at all.
I know there's alot of peeps who like my art, and I thoroughly enjoy doing my art stuff for most to enjoy.
I guess for the most part, I'm back and I'm gonna be doing my best to continue my art without burning out again.
Hope 'yall understand.
America out
Last week was a shit week for me.
I was burnt out, and in survival mode. I felt like no one wanted to talk with me, and that no one liked me, and my normal coping mechanisms were less effective than usual.
I was stressed, and emotionally drained, and it made it super fucking difficult to find inspiration and energy to draw or communicate over discord.
I was in a bad place.
It felt like I was falling back into the depression I essentially grew up with, and I was so scared of falling back in.
Now however, I'm finally getting things under control, at least I hope so.
I'm setting a goal for myself to be moving back home to Montana before Christmas Break gets out across the US.
I've felt so fucking isolated in San Diego, mainly cause of the pandemic, and the fact that I didn't know anyone other than my brother.
Returning home to Montana, where a majority of my family, and where my irl friends are, is the best choice for me emotionally, but this doesn't mean I'll be stopping my art stuff at all.
I know there's alot of peeps who like my art, and I thoroughly enjoy doing my art stuff for most to enjoy.
I guess for the most part, I'm back and I'm gonna be doing my best to continue my art without burning out again.
Hope 'yall understand.
America out
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