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Shitty day
I realized I don't like being seen as the last resort.
People always ask why I have such a sad look on my face.
I can never answer, the fact may lie with why I haven't been able to see why I can't be happy with what would fill most with joy.
I don't understand people and they scare me, at this point hate is pretty much what my whole being shows...
There's no way I can go back :/
Too far into hate to find love in anything sept a house pet.
Lifes too short and mines jus sad. :I
The only place thats safe for me is mau bedroom.
even thought my bedroom is not safe from the hateful comments saying i'm stupid and ugly, so there's no escaping that.
Peace out yall
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isama
Shitty day
I realized I don't like being seen as the last resort.
People always ask why I have such a sad look on my face.
I can never answer, the fact may lie with why I haven't been able to see why I can't be happy with what would fill most with joy.
I don't understand people and they scare me, at this point hate is pretty much what my whole being shows...
There's no way I can go back :/
Too far into hate to find love in anything sept a house pet.
Lifes too short and mines jus sad. :I
The only place thats safe for me is mau bedroom.
even thought my bedroom is not safe from the hateful comments saying i'm stupid and ugly, so there's no escaping that.
Peace out yall
art and character©
isama
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Species Dog (Other)
Size 662 x 554px
File Size 114.1 kB
Egad, high school...that was 11-12 years ago for me! Trouble was for me is that I got TOO MUCH attention. I was the goth girl, so everyone called me "Satan" and all that REALLY creative nonsense. Mostly it was GUYS who talked major shit to me, oddly enough. I had to change schools beecause of it. My second high school was so much better. :) Trust me, high school is a son of a whore. As soon as it's over, it gets so much better. College kicks ass! :)
It might not be as bad as I make it seem but I am at the point where I have few friends an can only make friends with one or two freshmen.
And I'm seen as that one sad chick thats everywhere yet no where. :/
Life's complicated and maybe I jus freak out easily but I don't want to understand people. I can't udnerstand them.
I'm not going to try.
And I'm seen as that one sad chick thats everywhere yet no where. :/
Life's complicated and maybe I jus freak out easily but I don't want to understand people. I can't udnerstand them.
I'm not going to try.
well then thrive for info. You got something that makes you tick. I bet you there is more. But speaking in person is easier. Still, back to the first and ignored question, Life is making you sad? or is something eles? And you really need to stop listening to other people comments. High school is full of bullshit, and people to jerk around. But you should still succeed and move on to college. but, Stick with friends, invite the people who have none, and make high school fun.
and why is this? Cause from my point of view, you have a grand life. You have a house, family, friends, talents, hobbies, preferences, and a working mind. And a crazy funny mom. From an outsiders point of you you have a grand life. Now my guess if your argument is the social aspect. You have friends, but you need to hang out with them more, more you do the most stronger bonds are formed. Which leads to long friendships. You get out more than me, and it seems like you have a pleasant home life. I dont see you life being shit. Maybe you hoping it's going to be a lot more than it really is, in which case you need to do things so it will. Things come to those who wait, but come faster to those who hustle.
Humans are social animals. We interact with instinct, and bond with our minds. You need people, but i see where your mean "people". If you judging this off of high school, then your misinformed. Be around people with the same interests, go to concerts where they play your music, you need to be around the right "people" not just random people. I know how these feels. And i have been in a place where i did not want to see people cause they did not relate to me, i could not talk to them about stuff i liked, cause there were different and they might not care. But alas, there are people that like, know, act the same way you do. you just need to find them. But please smile more, your smile makes me happy. But to some up, you can say people are shit, but dont say life is shit. Many people suck, many people are closed minded, many people dont want to interact with other. But if you find people like me, who talk to all and hang with any, then people can be happy.
i never stated that you were stupid, i was saying that if you were, then you shouldn't. But do you get what i am saying. Be thankful for what you have, now make the most of it. You should hang out with me and allen tomorrow. Get out of your house, and hang with allen before he moves away for college.
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