
warning: my english sucks below (not a surprise)
these days I feel so tired and dissapointed. I miss some people SO MUCH and still can't let them go. It is eating me alive, I can't hide from my own thoughts, I mostly think about time we spent together (they both were my closest friends) and feel sick. I fell in hate, deleted from social networks for some time, tried to recover my energy and start some new arts, and...
because of
Skoll172 I'm... coming back?
we played in The Long Dark via discord, sometimes she streamed, sometimes me together all those days. she was one of the people I can talk with and listen without a wish to run away. I can't express how much this matter to me. watching her climbing rocks (often she have got a sprain as a result haha) and hunting wolves, I laughed so much and really enjoyed that time, we have made so many memes and local jokes!
I don't know what if we didn't become friends this summer. she was the one of them, who saved my life.
and, I hope, I will be able to let go my memories about who used to be my friends.
to thank her, I did this piece. there are we, I used our real appearance and outfits from the game, sitting near the fire after a long, hard day. very excited Scoll is telling what she is going to do tomorrow and I'm listening, nearly to giggle.
I also promised a submission to thank you for 500 watchers, but understood that I haven't got enough energy to do it. but THANK YOU ALL! that means a lot for me! <3
art's mood is in the song bad company - this song saved my life
these days I feel so tired and dissapointed. I miss some people SO MUCH and still can't let them go. It is eating me alive, I can't hide from my own thoughts, I mostly think about time we spent together (they both were my closest friends) and feel sick. I fell in hate, deleted from social networks for some time, tried to recover my energy and start some new arts, and...
because of

we played in The Long Dark via discord, sometimes she streamed, sometimes me together all those days. she was one of the people I can talk with and listen without a wish to run away. I can't express how much this matter to me. watching her climbing rocks (often she have got a sprain as a result haha) and hunting wolves, I laughed so much and really enjoyed that time, we have made so many memes and local jokes!
I don't know what if we didn't become friends this summer. she was the one of them, who saved my life.
and, I hope, I will be able to let go my memories about who used to be my friends.
to thank her, I did this piece. there are we, I used our real appearance and outfits from the game, sitting near the fire after a long, hard day. very excited Scoll is telling what she is going to do tomorrow and I'm listening, nearly to giggle.
I also promised a submission to thank you for 500 watchers, but understood that I haven't got enough energy to do it. but THANK YOU ALL! that means a lot for me! <3
art's mood is in the song bad company - this song saved my life
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still look at this after part of weekend played in the long dark. worked almost without them against my own words, yes. again. drank again. morning comes again (5 A/M yeee) and i still didn't sleep.
don't know how to explain my anxiety and desperation. but this and memories about our talks ...helps me not to think so much.
i know i will miss wrong people long. it will be the long dark for me. but thank to you, it is much easier that it could be. because you are the sunshine
don't know how to explain my anxiety and desperation. but this and memories about our talks ...helps me not to think so much.
i know i will miss wrong people long. it will be the long dark for me. but thank to you, it is much easier that it could be. because you are the sunshine
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