sorry ta hear it, cool art thou.

Im sorry that this had to happen to you. Finding a place to sleep now is impossible. Finding a new place within 30 days is harder than it sounds. Drawing out your life events is a good way to rethink what you want to do with this problem. Just my way of thinking 0.o;;;

i'm going to look at an apartment tomorrow. Me and my roommates had another fight tonight and it almost completely reaffirmed to me every reason why I wanted to leave. And even worse, it actually succeeded to add a weight of guilt, too. And doubt in myself.

... Apparantly it's their opinion that i'm not ready to live on my own. Even though it was their idea to give me a deadline to Get Gone. I don't think they're still holding the deadline but I can't possibly justify sticking around. I just can't take it anymore.

I actually ... went to a job interview and it looks like I might actually have a good, stable drafting job. I'd really like that... And there's this apartment right there that is really, really nice and i like it a lot. I just don't know if they're willing to accept me there. I had someone write me a reality check:
Even if you can afford the apartment, if your income isn't three times your rent, they won't accept you.
Alternatively, if you have had no experience renting something before, they might not accept you either.
Furthermore, if you haven't had the means with which you will be attempting to live on for very long, they may want to accept your application even less.

All I can do is try. Every time I've gone out and done something spontaneously in my life, it has never come back to bite me in the ass, and when it has succeeded, it has succeeded brilliantly.
So ... I'm going to stick to my guns, and take the proscribed grain of salt--which I was going to take anyway. Le sigh...