This nicely encapsulates how I am currently feling. The last two months have been ..rough - to say the least.
Break-up after six years of relationship, including the mental aftermath of that, and then recently the death of my grandma - last member of my family who meant anything to me. And on top of that all the "regular" attempts of my depression to drail my life...

The feels here are way too real.

I really love your art because it always not only looks but also feels like a big fuzzy teddy bear that i'd hug whenever i'm in a bad mood and need to feel better.

Painfully relatable. Sadly the mind gets to scream loud when the body tries to sleep and can't exactly distract itself

Hmmmm...

Powerful and amazing artwork. *hugs* ❤️ Thank you for sharing ~

This is soo sad but true, I feel like this all the time.

It sucks but some day you might finally realize that it's all bullshit and that nothing is worth worrying about.

I have suffered that a lot... It's terrible. I have been fantasizing of doing suicide way too often and have been diagnosed with depression too. Life is rather difficult... I look around and seem to see how "everyone else is doing better than I am" and so much reason for self doubt and so on... Yesterday after like 25 years it got to point where i was like... What is point of it... Point of constantly worrying. Why to bother stressing about... Everything when life will have it's way anyways. What if I'd just drop all those heavy stone weights of worry and stress from my shoulder and instead would focus to just live... To live in the very now... Of what is real to me on this very moment.. and i mean.. with where i am physically, what i can touch . And interact with. And focus doing my best with what i have influence.. right now and what i can physically do right now...

It was and is relief...

And i found odd peace and calm... Like... not sure when i have felt like this before if ever?

I'll do my share of what can be done... And leave rest for the world... What happens happens. So what.. I'll do what I do and live with it. I no longer desire to give a F*** for worries. But instead focus on concerns that i can do something about... My life will be what it will be.. and that is what I need to constantly accept and live with. But hey.. by participating on it.. i can maybe steer it towards things I'd prefer and... Heh... Having a smile on my face hopefully most of rest of my life.. i may get people to wonder why the heck i am smiling and happy more often when so many around me are unhappy. Well... If you read this far you'll know.

depressions are like deep waters, with help you can stay up and float with good times... but sometimes you drown and fall into the depts and cant see anything else than darkness around you.

im sure youre touching many hearts with that picture.
so faved from my side.

That pretty much describes my mind 24/7. My everyday energy is spent in trying to keep a hold of my own brain.
And as of late I'm not quite sure I'm succeeding at that...

yes.

I am gonna save this, and not clear it out. This is important to remember.

i was like this a few weeks ago for about 4 days and i couldnt get my mind to stop it took a friend being in a crisis for me to focus enough on helping them and giving my mind something to do other then sitting there thinking to my self WHY