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iI'm so sorry that you have to have a body
i'm very sorry that you have to have a body
one that will hurt you, and be the subject of so much of your fear
it will betray you, be used against you, then it'll fail on you my dear
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huevember #11. having a real bad chronic pain/fatigue/insomnia flareup, and over-exerting myself the other day. resting, taking pills, and using my tens unit + heating pad helps but i wish that i didn't have to go to such extremes to feel the average person's 40%. honestly one of the hardest parts is dealing with this and our dissociative disorder at the same time.
being 28 and having the experience of what's happening to you, why, and what you can do to help alleviate your symptoms is one thing. but being 10, still new to the world, and not being able to understand why you're in so much pain that you can't do anything but sit in bed and cry is another. hearing that your body has been in pain for longer than you are old. that the only adults you can trust and rely on are in the same situation as you are. in a way he's the manifestation of our childhood of being sick and prodded at by doctors when all we wanted to do was just be a normal kid.
he thought some vent art would make him feel a bit better, and it does feel good to get this out of our system. (pun unintended!) i just wish this wasn't happening to any of us in the first place.
also i know i've used this song for art before but i'm just too tired to think of anything else.
one that will hurt you, and be the subject of so much of your fear
it will betray you, be used against you, then it'll fail on you my dear
---
huevember #11. having a real bad chronic pain/fatigue/insomnia flareup, and over-exerting myself the other day. resting, taking pills, and using my tens unit + heating pad helps but i wish that i didn't have to go to such extremes to feel the average person's 40%. honestly one of the hardest parts is dealing with this and our dissociative disorder at the same time.
being 28 and having the experience of what's happening to you, why, and what you can do to help alleviate your symptoms is one thing. but being 10, still new to the world, and not being able to understand why you're in so much pain that you can't do anything but sit in bed and cry is another. hearing that your body has been in pain for longer than you are old. that the only adults you can trust and rely on are in the same situation as you are. in a way he's the manifestation of our childhood of being sick and prodded at by doctors when all we wanted to do was just be a normal kid.
he thought some vent art would make him feel a bit better, and it does feel good to get this out of our system. (pun unintended!) i just wish this wasn't happening to any of us in the first place.
also i know i've used this song for art before but i'm just too tired to think of anything else.
Category Artwork (Digital) / Human
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 700 x 700px
File Size 781.6 kB
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