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''If There Is A Reason To Fight...' ~
'...I've Not Found It, Probably Never Will.'' ~
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I've been hurting a long time. Every glimmer of hope seems to just vanish, or just be a fever dream just out of reach. Its not a plea for attention or anything like that. The way I feel hasn't been this bad in years.
I know that my depression, anxiety and mental health becomes an issue every December, but its coming to a point where its exhausting my fucking body and mind.
My emotions have been twisted and fucked up. Feeling anything but the darkness looming over me is impossible. Happiness is fleeting and only a moment in time I can't even recall.
I fake a smile, I make people laugh, I destroy myself for others and don't regard myself as a valid thing to even give a shit about.
My mental illnesses are eating me alive, no fucking magic pill or treatment. Always being told I need 'to fight' or even 'snap out of it, its not that bad'...its not helpful.
I'm too tired for suicide. Too upset to cry. To angry to fight.
I'm messed up and won't ever find anything to fix up this fucking disaster.
Thrasher (C)
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I've been hurting a long time. Every glimmer of hope seems to just vanish, or just be a fever dream just out of reach. Its not a plea for attention or anything like that. The way I feel hasn't been this bad in years.
I know that my depression, anxiety and mental health becomes an issue every December, but its coming to a point where its exhausting my fucking body and mind.
My emotions have been twisted and fucked up. Feeling anything but the darkness looming over me is impossible. Happiness is fleeting and only a moment in time I can't even recall.
I fake a smile, I make people laugh, I destroy myself for others and don't regard myself as a valid thing to even give a shit about.
My mental illnesses are eating me alive, no fucking magic pill or treatment. Always being told I need 'to fight' or even 'snap out of it, its not that bad'...its not helpful.
I'm too tired for suicide. Too upset to cry. To angry to fight.
I'm messed up and won't ever find anything to fix up this fucking disaster.
Thrasher (C)
Art (C)
Category All / All
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 1280 x 1280px
File Size 344.8 kB
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