Delusional
"At night I dreamed of your hands"
Personal artwork. It is canonical, that Red Ash is fully delusional through her life, seeing things, that appear only in her mind, mixing them with the reality, mixing them with the other world and those, who no longer live. This is a side effect of the who she is. This is what made her to lose the one, she still loves.
Music: Polnalyubvi - Лишь бы не снилось (If only I don't dream)
Personal artwork. It is canonical, that Red Ash is fully delusional through her life, seeing things, that appear only in her mind, mixing them with the reality, mixing them with the other world and those, who no longer live. This is a side effect of the who she is. This is what made her to lose the one, she still loves.
Music: Polnalyubvi - Лишь бы не снилось (If only I don't dream)
Category Artwork (Digital) / Scenery
Species Wolf
Size 924 x 1280px
File Size 144.5 kB
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It's rather hard to pin exact disorder she has, neither I wanna really do that, more focusing on what is happening with the character and how that affected her life, instead of focusing on correct terminology. She has fully visual and sound hallucinations together with changing personality, preferences and behavior each time she dies. Only surrounding can notice, that she is changing, since she is fully believing in things, that never happened to her, losing real memories and replacing them with fake ones. It's complicated and just a big sad story.
I am a total daydreamer, that lives mostly in thoughts, instead of the real world. So I wanted to give my character a possibility to re-live and re-experience as many routes, as I wanted, by making her being this way
It's rather hard to pin exact disorder she has, neither I wanna really do that, more focusing on what is happening with the character and how that affected her life, instead of focusing on correct terminology. She has fully visual and sound hallucinations together with changing personality, preferences and behavior each time she dies. Only surrounding can notice, that she is changing, since she is fully believing in things, that never happened to her, losing real memories and replacing them with fake ones. It's complicated and just a big sad story.
I am a total daydreamer, that lives mostly in thoughts, instead of the real world. So I wanted to give my character a possibility to re-live and re-experience as many routes, as I wanted, by making her being this way
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