
GIFT: It's a Jeep Thing - But You'd Probably Understand
This took forever, but I'm so happy with it!
This is a gift for shimmortal for helping me with my kitty's medical bills, and being an overall wonderful professional fluffy fox.
Piece was created using an SUV photo taken by me, an altered photo for the background, that's also mine. The base is regular mechanical pencil with colour applied digitally using Paint Tool Sai, LazyNezumi, and Photoshop 7.
This is a gift for shimmortal for helping me with my kitty's medical bills, and being an overall wonderful professional fluffy fox.
Piece was created using an SUV photo taken by me, an altered photo for the background, that's also mine. The base is regular mechanical pencil with colour applied digitally using Paint Tool Sai, LazyNezumi, and Photoshop 7.
Category All / All
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 1500 x 964px
File Size 313.5 kB
Honestly, I've been hesitant to get back into tabletop RPGs just because I feel like I'm still dealing with a lot of psychological issues that I think have hampered my ability to really gel well with any of the last few groups I've been in. I'm currently working on receiving treatment for some of those, so hopefully I'll eventually be in a good enough headspace to be able to play games again.
There was this one group I was in for an 'Ironclaw' game that I got along well with, but we ended up cutting the game short after the DM moved to the opposite end of the country practically. Everyone else from that group kind of split up and we haven't really been in touch since then. Most of the other groups I was in ended up having kind of collective headspaces that I couldn't really fit myself into. Sadly, that includes the group I joined when I was in college.
I mean, I've tried reaching out to people in the group a few times but no one's responded to my messages. I'm guessing they're probably just dealing with a lot of stuff right now, but there's always this little voice in the back of my head that always tries to convince me that people don't respond to my messages because they specifically don't want to talk to me either because I was troublesome for them in some way or that something about my personality put them off. It doesn't help that, in the case of one person I don't interact with anymore, that actually was the case.
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