Many things inside y head.. the worryings ... th wounds,.... the leasure that I'd rather to cut.. and the huge anger because of many frustrations.. my worst enemies trying to get me for them..... but i am just here sit on th groud looking at the storm coming........ I failed those i love . and I feel i can't d oanything to help...... dear God.... whatdo I have to d onow?????.... You are the only one who can give me the eternal peace.. Why did I go so far away from you???? .... from the heart .. this dillo is sorry and wants to be closer to your everyday..... Only that way... peace will come and hope will be never lost ven in the darkest times...... Here I am dear God... Help me to come back!!! Because you are the Light.. you are the Almghty .. and nothing nor nobody can go against you.. .Help me to win dear father.... becase I know you are with me... It is me who gets away.. but no more!!!!! froom the heart .. no more!!!!!! In the holy name of Jesus Christ .. .Amen <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3