Original made in 2021

I... honestly rarely do vent art I think.
I struggle to express my emotions through my art and have a more technical method around everything I do. I think that is something I need to work on changing.

The past couple years have been very obviously hard, for everyone not just me.
I am finally restarting therapy after years of struggling on my own and... it's already opening up a lot for me to think about.

There is no hiding that I've been struggling to keep up on here. In truth, I'm struggling to keep up with everything in my life right now.
I've talked a lot this year about burn out from finishing school and life stuff, and my frustration with trying to just get over it. I'm starting to realize the issues ran much deeper.
My entire life has been a constant fight. Fight to meet exceptions, fight to be heard, fight to be wanted, fight to justify my place in this world. Just when I thought I was finally going to make it, achieve goals I had spent literally years in the making, I suddenly found the rug pulled out under me and for the first time in my life I was forced to just...

stop.

and I realized I didn't know how too.