- Red flower, for the warm love he gave and taught us, despite the world cruelness, having someone you love by your side, eases everything.
- White flower, for the pure and the innocence seeds he planted in our hearts, that still grows and blooms even after his departure.
- Blue flower, for not giving up, for trying to reach the unreachable and always looking forward, no matter how far it is, how impossible, we keep moving to reach our dreams.

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Yet another year pass and here we are.
3 years since last time I saw my father. I'm stronger this year, there are few times where my chest aches and feels stifling and I feel like crying.
Tho it makes me feels good, knowing that deep down there in my heart, I'm still alive, with his memory and love.
It has been rough years, one after another, but like the blue flower, we kept moving, I never thought I'd alive to this point after all what I've been through, but life...
Things ain't the same, it will never be the same, staying where we are will get us no where.

It's hard to write these, so many feelings.
Have a happy Valentine's day with your beloved, hug them and tell everyone of them how much you love them.