Yeah, if you seen the sketch pics I uploaded before this, you might get the general feeling from the text there. In short, I haven't been able to get back into drawing this year, first was honestly my problem of seasonal depression and general downess, then my cat died in february, after that I got ill for few weeks, and then... well I assume you know what happened afterwards.

As I said I wanted to make something actually meaningful to express myself at this time, but I don't have skill to properly do it or will to try and try until I can. So no meaningful art from me this month, because I am not sure I am feeling like putting effort of making polished piece into something frivolous right now.

And for the past month, for overwhelming majority of time my moodboard was perfectly encapsulated by the trollge and an expansive gallery of withered wojaks. So it's only fitting.

I hope I manage to produce something worthwhile soon. I hope it ends soon. No coming back to "normal" but maybe it will get a little bit better.