It's true, all of it. People are so superficial that they can't see beyond what someone is by looks to see their inner beauty.

As for being blind, I know I'm like that as well. Seeing something I've seen so much of that's only been painful, hurt me a lot in my life, but I'm learning to overcome that.

It's nice to see a 'sona with meaning behind it :3

And that's what really miffs me. Why is outer beauty so important? Especially when more than half of the women out there cake their faces with makeup to make themselves feel beautiful and when they aren't wearing it, they feel ugly. I can't say looks aren't some of what attracts one person to another, that's just natural, it's wired into our brains. But so many people base their entire relationship on the other person's looks and the next time they're going to get to fuck that person... That's not beauty or love... What creates love between one person and another is that spiritual connection, that feeling you get every time your skin touches theirs, that electricity, that want just to be near them... fuck looks.


And sadly in my life, I've created alternate personalities (in a way) to escape mental trauma. I've done it since I was a child and that is, subconsciously, the only way my mind knows how to deal with things. But I've been working through it, I'm getting better. In an emotional way, even if I get better I don't want to part with this 'sona...he means too much to me and I want him with me.

Unfortunately this world's come to the point of beauty is the all salve however what others fail to realize is that like flowers, age causes people to wither and change and lose that outer beauty. More people need to see inner beauty, and that outer beauty is just a plus to a beautiful relationship.

And I know how tough things are, between family and outside of the family, personal experiences and beyond, many things are damaging and you just wish you could let go of it all, forget it ever happened. But some of those things make us stronger, others simply hurt us and are just open wounds. I created 'sona, Anorath, as an aspiration of what I want to be, at least in personality. Someone able to help others rather than just say how much I want to. I'm slowly working towards that. I hope in time your wounds can heal as well and in time become your strength.

Thats abit sweet, and sad at the same time.

That's....this......I'm so happy to see someone put a bit of thought and symbolism into their fursona. It's far too rare a thing these days.

God isn't that true. Thank you for taking the time to read and comment. Much appreciated.