I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile, I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you, right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close, feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment for all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes, don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you baby and I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you the sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes, I don't wanna fall asleep
Yeah, I don't wanna miss a thing

"I don't want to miss a thing" by Aerosmith

This once was going to be a happy pic since I was going to give it to Nir after the first night we spent together. I truly did stay up for hours fighting the urge to sleep every night, just watching him sleep and having my hand over his heart to feel it beat and know that I am actually right beside him and that it was for real. I just didn't want to miss a second of being with him for this was the first time I could actually be with him in person. But now as my week with him closes to an end I just keep thinking about how I'm not going to be able to be with him and see his face when I wake the next day. It pains me not to be able to stay forever with him right now and never leave his side, but I must and I hate that I have to do so. All I can do now is just keep on waiting for that day that I can once again hold him in my arms and feel his heartbeat against mine. I already miss you my love even though I know I am still with you for the short time that I have left with you on this final night. This one night will be the hardest of all on me for now I wish time would just stop so I will never have to leave your side, but I know that will never happen... You have brought so much happiness into my life from the very start and no matter what, even if my body is not right beside you tomorrow afternoon my heart and soul will always forever be with you. I will always leave a piece of myself so that I may always be there when you need me. You are my white angel and I am your sultry midnight and there is nothing on this earth that will ever keep me away from you and holding you tightly in my arms. I love you sweety more than life itself.


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