Done by the amazing  ariadog

Vent Warning

Trauma and PTSD has been something that I've been dealing with a lot in my life lately. Most days are fine but then others hit you like a ton of bricks. Making everything and everyone around you turn into a blur.

I've come so far since its happened, met so many amazing people.

But still every time I think about how things went down in the end I feel so low.

I have so many people in my life who think so highly of me and love me and continue to make amazing connections;
so I don't know why I let myself get so effected by one person and their actions and thoughts about me.

Probably because it was one of the people who knew me best. Who I thought loved me or at the very least cared about me, then proved that they didn't. Funny how someone can go from heart stickers to being a ghost and throwing you out of their life.

How you can love someone with all your heart, and for them not to give a single fuck about you.

Some day I hope I'll be able to trust people again, and love my partner the way he deserves.