
I dunno if this is done or what haha.
Hope you like it anyway! Done with ink and markers. <:
Hope you like it anyway! Done with ink and markers. <:
Category Artwork (Traditional) / General Furry Art
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 1280 x 934px
File Size 190.3 kB
Thank you!
Ahh, well... It's complicated, I guess.
I suppose it is, in a way, to get some negative feelings out of the way. Mostly, though, I feel like my character, Type (the white one), is a negative side of myself. Over the past two years it seems that he has been slowly melting, and somehow becoming one with the other part. As though I'm starting to accept the negative as part of myself. I also feel that I have to draw him. Like there's no way around it. My subconcious forces me to. Through this, I've been made to accept this part, this character, as part of myself, rather than as an a seperate entity filled with negativity. But at the same time as wanting to accept him as part of myself, I also feel like if I do so, he will die. Just the thought almost makes me cry. Of course I know he's not real. Just a product of my dreams. But accepting him as me would be like watching my best friend die right in front of me. Because of me. But while I have not accepted him fully, he continues to cause me great pain. Every night my dreams of him murdering and just causing pain are so vivid and strong, I'm scared to sleep. When I'm asleep and dreaming of him, it just physically hurts A LOT. And the only way to stop the pain is not to sleep.
Ahhh, yeah, I dunno. Lol long explaination. To be honest, I'm not sure what it all means myself yet. All the nightmares and such. But I'm not ready to take him in completely yet. The connection between myself and him is EXTREMELY strong though. I cannot go without him.
These characters are very important to me.
Ahh, well... It's complicated, I guess.
I suppose it is, in a way, to get some negative feelings out of the way. Mostly, though, I feel like my character, Type (the white one), is a negative side of myself. Over the past two years it seems that he has been slowly melting, and somehow becoming one with the other part. As though I'm starting to accept the negative as part of myself. I also feel that I have to draw him. Like there's no way around it. My subconcious forces me to. Through this, I've been made to accept this part, this character, as part of myself, rather than as an a seperate entity filled with negativity. But at the same time as wanting to accept him as part of myself, I also feel like if I do so, he will die. Just the thought almost makes me cry. Of course I know he's not real. Just a product of my dreams. But accepting him as me would be like watching my best friend die right in front of me. Because of me. But while I have not accepted him fully, he continues to cause me great pain. Every night my dreams of him murdering and just causing pain are so vivid and strong, I'm scared to sleep. When I'm asleep and dreaming of him, it just physically hurts A LOT. And the only way to stop the pain is not to sleep.
Ahhh, yeah, I dunno. Lol long explaination. To be honest, I'm not sure what it all means myself yet. All the nightmares and such. But I'm not ready to take him in completely yet. The connection between myself and him is EXTREMELY strong though. I cannot go without him.
These characters are very important to me.
Creeepiness~ I love it.
Perhaps white is truly the color of insanity. You have "Type", I have "WEISS", and my friend
thepsychodog-girl has "Zaigha". I wonder if the white beasts of insanity are more common than I thought...?
Perhaps white is truly the color of insanity. You have "Type", I have "WEISS", and my friend

I really admire this piece! I used to be split off for years, 2010 my dark and light sides have begun to fuse. turns out if people play by good morals, they're treated quite tenderly by me, but I have a real vicious side to me, as well. I guess i'm just really not separating the feelings anymore.
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