thank you for all the kind comments and messages...I appreciate them, I do
I'm just tired, but trying to work
My grandmother isn't alone, and that's what matters.
We're all just waiting now, my mom has already put out plans for her funeral; she told me about them while I could hear my grandmother's loud, rattling breath in the background.

woof

it's just the waiting that's killing me, we all know its going to happen. there's no coming back, so all we can do is wait and hope that she's comfortable.

anyways, I dont really want to...talk about it outside of these sketch diaries basically. I have to vent, but I dont want to perpetuate it. so please dont feel the need to message me, thank you for your worry and your condolences. it will be ok, because it has to be.