This picture happened right after being left. I'm on the ground in it because of this extremely pathetic feeling I had developed. I am not worthy feeling... In the background i'm scratching my head because its like.. what the fu*k happened to me, I used to be all like.. Confident, feel good, self motivated.. But here I am on the ground feeling pathetic, unworthy, turned on by the idea of watching others do who I want to do, and more turned on from the thought of them doing it than me... Its like what the f*ck happened to me there, cause I used to be the one standing front line wanting it... How come she had to invoke all those feelings in me... errr.... This pic was made nearly a month ago.