Just woke up from a dream where I was a mother protecting her cubs. Alarm clock woke me up and all I want to do is go back to the dream. I almost never remember my dreams and when I do they're normally nightmares.

I often feel like life is one big dream. Like once this life is over I can finally return to my true self and be happy. I'd no longer feel like me being alive was just a freak accident. I attempted ending my life early to get to that happy part earlier because I'm so tired of waiting. Now I'm at peace though. I still don't have a body I don't feel like a visitor in but I'm going to find parts of this life I enjoy. I love the outdoors and exploring them. I love exploring the world's people create. It's what I want to do myself someday.

More than anything I love watching artists like you create. I love seeing you do what you love and expressing all your emotions through your art. Especially allowing the hurt to flow through and escape. It's important to allow pain to be experienced otherwise it controls us. Someday we'll be able to experience what's next but until then we have to keep fighting to enjoy what we can in this life.

This is one of the nicest comments I've ever gotten. Thank you.

Better than any comment string I could've written, so I'll just agree with what you said