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So, this is probably just an illustrated message saying that I'll be not drawing, editing, probably even writing as much because of my dislocated shoulder. I'll be having surgery early July and my arm will be in a sling for six weeks, and then six weeks of physio to get it all properly fixed. It is going to hurt like hell, but honestly, I'm just glad that it is getting done, because it already hurts so much now. The muscle inside is torn, so that has to be held together, even if that means drilling through the bone to hold the muscle in place. Quite honestly, knowing that I'll be recovering at home will be such good news to me, because I'm so sick of being in the city at the moment.
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June. There isn't much to say about it, much like May. Honestly, the months are just blurring into one again, and I think that a reason for that is that I haven't been keeping track of things that have been happening. My memory isn't great and I haven't been enjoying myself as of late, so I haven't got many positives that could help make moments stand out. I've been having a ton of nightmares, and not just the traditional "You're going to live a life and die" nightmares that I have frequently. Proper nightmares that blend reality into whatever it wants. And so much of it is family related for some reason. Uni isn't going well, but that shouldn't be a surprise. I have no idea finance-wise how the rest of the year will go, because my working-away-from-home allowance could just stop immediately due to how the Uni results are going. I'm getting real sick of being in the city. I'm getting sick of hearing about how successful the people who have finished Uni are going. Even when something positive happens to me, like when I have had my first paid job since 2018/19, in they come, with their smug attitude and go "I worked on VFX for Hocus Pocus 2"
I regret Uni. Despite some friends I've gained, I can't say that my mental health is going any better than it was during high school.
The job was voice acting, by the way. And it was enjoyable.
--TO BE EXTENDED LATER--
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June. There isn't much to say about it, much like May. Honestly, the months are just blurring into one again, and I think that a reason for that is that I haven't been keeping track of things that have been happening. My memory isn't great and I haven't been enjoying myself as of late, so I haven't got many positives that could help make moments stand out. I've been having a ton of nightmares, and not just the traditional "You're going to live a life and die" nightmares that I have frequently. Proper nightmares that blend reality into whatever it wants. And so much of it is family related for some reason. Uni isn't going well, but that shouldn't be a surprise. I have no idea finance-wise how the rest of the year will go, because my working-away-from-home allowance could just stop immediately due to how the Uni results are going. I'm getting real sick of being in the city. I'm getting sick of hearing about how successful the people who have finished Uni are going. Even when something positive happens to me, like when I have had my first paid job since 2018/19, in they come, with their smug attitude and go "I worked on VFX for Hocus Pocus 2"
I regret Uni. Despite some friends I've gained, I can't say that my mental health is going any better than it was during high school.
The job was voice acting, by the way. And it was enjoyable.
--TO BE EXTENDED LATER--
Category Artwork (Traditional) / Human
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File Size 187.8 kB
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