Great job again Dez, if its indicative of whats going through your mind these days, it must be pretty hectic. Only part I had problems with was the little skipping part at 0:48, seemed like you needed another instrument in there to pad the abrasive "skipping" sound a bit. Feel better!

What I'm about to tell you is very emo but I was very emo last night I actually ended up at the hospital last night be cuz I flipped out feeling like I was being attacked by my family for being sick and they blamed it on my medicine that helps me daily for my adhd that I've been on for a year and a half with no problems so it pissed me of then he stared yelling then I started blacking out cuz of pain and fear and misunderstanding from everyone in the house I started to consider things like suicide like I had back when i was 13-16 and I grew up from that till now and Its scary I'm usually down to earth, logical and rash. I am very fragile right now and its scary on top of not sleeping for 2 day on top of being scolded for being sick. so any who I'm fine right now I just need to think and find out whats making me so sick for 2 and a half months and not worry so much about what it could be till I find out cuz I don't wanna worry my self insane for nothing. Plus I need to worry about healing my relationship with my basically wife at this point we have lived together long enuff to consider it. any way I don't wanna cause any worry with this comment I just wanna explain the gravity of this whats going on and the feelings put into this song.

When I listen to this song I close my eyes and see me laying in a hospital bed in a coma then my visual camera zooms into me and turns into a portal with me falling into a hole at the part where it chops up and stuff. Its all in my mind very complex I cry every time I hear this song... I might make a video of what I envision and I will finish this song.

badass album art.

46 secs in is the best part lol. you need more of thoes.

Thanks there will be more to it then just that but... Read the comment above that I sent to "shadesoforange" I couldn't do much more with it cuz I was so worn and tired from not being able to sleep

sleep is for pussiesssss

Yes But I don't wanna alarm anyone or work myself up or any thing but there is a possibility that whatever is wrong with me is fatal.. so thats why I'm so freaking out its very scary I never have been so wishing I had took better care of myself in my life I quit smoking cold turkey and haven't thought about it much I'm that scared...

blazin is a good cure for that :D

Chemically yes it block reseptiors