I've been trying to hang on, steadily getting worse, even trying to post this update I keep staring off into space, not feeling real. a Tingling in my Chest and Left Hand occassionally. Pain, physical and psychological, is almost the only thing I'm aware of anymore, even when I try to smile occassionally to cope, so that others dont feel awkward around me. At the end, I want to love everyone.

I'm leaving the house today. Moving out, tossing things again, and then tomorrow- yeah. I'm afraid, I dont want to be here, but I guess it must be done.

Please Donate and Share my Story. Funds will be handled by my partner to help me get my life back. I hope that can happen.

https://www.gofundme.com/f/recovery-for-beebz
https://ko-fi.com/nyvivianv

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