So for everyone who knows. I suffer from severe depression,anxiety,ptsd and ocd.

The TLDR of everything is. I dealt with these issues horribly after my brothers death 2 years ago as I didnt greive him much at all because i was trying to be strong for everyone and this last year been biting me in the ass over it forcing me to deal with the grief by drowning myself in other things then what im suppose to be doing because when my depression gets bad it loves to make me self isolate myself

I deeply apologize for this, for hiding away, for fighting my own brain and not realizing im fightin a losing battle as my body will do what it wants and it wants me to do this now.

I'm going to therapy. Im taking medicine,like alot of medicine

Give me a few months to return properly. I will be uploading again eventually. I am not gone. I am not dead or missing. Im just grieving finally. Im finally greiving. I miss you brother.