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Always The Same ~
Thrasher, unable to sleep once again - up with the rising of the sun. ~
Time to retreat back to the dens or a place where the shadows protect them. ~
Sunlight has always been an issue for me. I struggle in bright light due to light sensitivity, my skin reacts to the sun due to burn scars on my arms - not to mention i'm up usually all night with bad things in my head and mental issues. Nightmares, Hallucinations, Sleep Paralysis and often too much going through my head to settle. I'm scared to sleep 99% of the time due to how things are. Incredibly phobic of letting my guard down, every noise, feeling, shadow, hallucination anything can make me snap out of sleeping. Its like being hardwired to be on alert 100% of the time and sleep only comes when i'm too fucking tired or it happens without warning.
I don't rest well. No restorative sleep. My pain issues and mental health just fight each other and leave me fatigued as fuck.
Long story short - i'm a mess.
Thrasher (C)
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Time to retreat back to the dens or a place where the shadows protect them. ~
Sunlight has always been an issue for me. I struggle in bright light due to light sensitivity, my skin reacts to the sun due to burn scars on my arms - not to mention i'm up usually all night with bad things in my head and mental issues. Nightmares, Hallucinations, Sleep Paralysis and often too much going through my head to settle. I'm scared to sleep 99% of the time due to how things are. Incredibly phobic of letting my guard down, every noise, feeling, shadow, hallucination anything can make me snap out of sleeping. Its like being hardwired to be on alert 100% of the time and sleep only comes when i'm too fucking tired or it happens without warning.
I don't rest well. No restorative sleep. My pain issues and mental health just fight each other and leave me fatigued as fuck.
Long story short - i'm a mess.
Thrasher (C)

Art (C)
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