life's been treating me so crappily of late I've been reconsidering having anonomous sex for money

well!That was a litte too much information. My vagina bleeds when I scratch it and it was because I had annonymouse sex for money. ;) Think on THAT for a while...

live a crappy existance for say 55 years or *musical note* "...live like you are dyyYYiIINNG..." & have a few years of heaven

it's the old quality VS quantity arguement , & life somehow keeps reminding me of how crappy most of (50.003% let's say) my life is each & every day

I thought I finally got over this line of thought 12or13 months ago but NNOOo life keeps dragging me back to those thoughts

R U taking medicines?

hey let's just say the way I keep thinking about it o.k. ,

I was over those thoughts with the help of many , among them a few who some others who were trying to help me screwed up & undid all the help those few who the others helped send away .... anyway it's complicated

but I'm abit better in mind then I was in APRIL 2010 , worse in mind then I was in NOV. of 2009 , & much better than I was in mind in 2005

well I hope things get better for you.

so do I so do I