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Yeah, that may indeed be true, but to me & my personality, maybe it is "weird", but I am one who seems more concerned about others well being then my own. I mean, I have at times, allowed my mental energies to be drained at 3 seperate times, due to helping friends to not commit suicide, you know? Needless to say, even though I managed to stop them from doing it & them thanking me, it in a sense, left me rather drained of energy & well, have to take a break for a month or so from any IM contact. I am weird like that, but as long as I can be one to be of help to others and maybe help lesson their suffering, then that makes me happy to know I was able to help them. I also at times wonder, that if I were to get into a relationship, would it have the potential of altering the person I am who helps others, or would I potentially become one who is filled with pain & suffering & negativity that happens at times, you know?"
I suppose also in a sense, being no longer really affected or the effect of the negativity being dulled or even nonexistant helps as well.
I could tell you about a couple instances that in my mind I should have been sadder, but simply wasn't, you know? If you are inteested of course.
I suppose also in a sense, being no longer really affected or the effect of the negativity being dulled or even nonexistant helps as well.
I could tell you about a couple instances that in my mind I should have been sadder, but simply wasn't, you know? If you are inteested of course.
That is all very true. I myself have thought the same thing, especially since at many at time in the past, I have been there to help many others with various problems & being there to talk to help and having the unfortunate times, of helpingwith a problem so serious (Preventing friends from commiting suicide on 3 seperate occasions), that it has caused my mental energiers to be drained and at times, has also made me worry that, well what if they needed my hekp & I wasn't there to help them? Knowing that maybe I was not around to help and hearing they harmed themselves because of it, would make me even more sad, you know?
It may be weird, but having experianced so much negativity from all of school life, I can't help but try to help others who have been suffering & are in need of someone to listen to them, you know?
But here I am, my tired mind rambling on and cluttering up your page here.
This pic is done very well and the message is indeed very true to life.
It may be weird, but having experianced so much negativity from all of school life, I can't help but try to help others who have been suffering & are in need of someone to listen to them, you know?
But here I am, my tired mind rambling on and cluttering up your page here.
This pic is done very well and the message is indeed very true to life.
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