i hate drawing!! but I know it's the only thing I can do!! after each art I feel squeezed like a lemon and I don’t like everything!!

пиздец!!!!!

but I've always admired people who draw without using an outline. I have never liked to draw line art, because I am very self-critical and I blame myself for everything that I do not like. I envy artists who can draw line art beautifully!! why can't I do that?

For several years I have been trying to get rid of the outline, because I see that I do better if I do not use frames such as lineart. the arts turn out to be more lively and juicy, and the process itself brings satisfaction, or what??

I still have a lot to learn and here's a BIG wip because I'm happy with myself!