
When I was 13, I decided to make myself a separate entity in my artworks. At first, the firs character I ever made was technically "me" but later I decided against it
Anywho
First we have 13 year old Nu. (I used that name cuz my mom called me "NU-NU!" when I was that age... loudly... with friends over...)
Nu was a joyless boy with strong desires to live in the world he created in his head. He felt so detached from Humanity, he wrapped up a bandanna and made a pair of canine ears from a pillowcase and cotton and sewed them together; making floppy ears to wear over his human ones.
He was so caught up in day dreams that be would become mentally detached from reality. When he was in deep enough, his characters started coming out of his head for days at a time.
The first one to come out was Val. To hide her from everyone he knew he kept her in his room, restricting the much older furry female from doing ANYTHING that could possibly get him in trouble. SO basically, she couldn't do anything. Naturally, she disobeys. At the time I was still innocent... but she NEVER was innocent. so, needless to say, I was raped a couple of times.
The characters would be around for days, then be gone completely at random, Val came out more than the others.
Even when accompanied by my creations, Nu still wasn't happy....
Nu helped me realize that I'd much rather be an animal than a human
3 years later, I changed my 'Sona to a confused Young man. He started to accept ideals that were unpopular in America. It had been 3 years since he was able to sink deep enough into thought to bring his dreams out.
Over that period, to further part himself from humanity and HOPEFULLY figure out how he spawned his dreams when he was 13, he started wearing fursuit hands and feet.
Depending on his mood, he would resemble a Lion wearing the "Yin"or a Hyena wearing the "Yang" symbol
Master Yin: Happy, the good and optimistic side of being me. Rarely present. He treated the creations like Pets
Master Yang: Disgruntled all the time and was anything but nice. Was around frequently. Treated the creations like slaves.
It wasn't until He read "Chobits" and fell asleep that Val returned! With alot more friends! and they were around for weeks! The unfortunate thing about it was that one of them wouldn't obey a human unless she was forced. The Hyena in me had no problem with using force.
I made "Master during that time when I was figuring out life. I couldn't decide if I was happy or sad or if I was a good person or a bad person. Later on I decided I liked to be a bad person >X3
I have comics of "Master" and some antics with Val and the other vixens waaaaaay in the back of my gallery
And last we have Jikakumaru, or "Jika" for short. Over the next 3 years I finally decided I hated my life and everyone else so I made Jikaku.
Jika is very bitter. He was so detached from Human emotion that every day was an out of body experience for him. with 90% accuracy he could predict what would happen next and either prevent or accept it. This talent made his miserable life much longer than the higher powers intended.
Finally his death came, so unpredictable that it had to be falling debris from space... and it was! He was crushed from Space Shuttle debris that finally fell back into Earth's atmosphere.
The "Higher ups" decided his mental talent could be useful... and that he had to pay for "Cheating the system" So they sent him back to the world of the living as a Chimera! Endowing him with rabbit ears and the tail of some sort of canine. He also has many supernatural abilities
He was issued a ethereal cellphone that sent him messages from "The other side" informing him of talented young adults near death. His job was to make sure they died and deliver their souls.
Forced to accept a role as "Death" he was given a kitchen knife as a "Reaper" weapon. He later learns that he isn't the only one who is put through this torture...
I still use Jikaku as a sona. He has all my misery where as Beyl has all my happy. Jika is my 'Sona on DeviantArt.
I discovered the furry fandom when I was 11 or 12 ish and this is how I eventually decided that I wanted to be a greyfox!
And that concludes my long winded character history XD
Took me 2 hours to write this X3
Anywho
First we have 13 year old Nu. (I used that name cuz my mom called me "NU-NU!" when I was that age... loudly... with friends over...)
Nu was a joyless boy with strong desires to live in the world he created in his head. He felt so detached from Humanity, he wrapped up a bandanna and made a pair of canine ears from a pillowcase and cotton and sewed them together; making floppy ears to wear over his human ones.
He was so caught up in day dreams that be would become mentally detached from reality. When he was in deep enough, his characters started coming out of his head for days at a time.
The first one to come out was Val. To hide her from everyone he knew he kept her in his room, restricting the much older furry female from doing ANYTHING that could possibly get him in trouble. SO basically, she couldn't do anything. Naturally, she disobeys. At the time I was still innocent... but she NEVER was innocent. so, needless to say, I was raped a couple of times.
The characters would be around for days, then be gone completely at random, Val came out more than the others.
Even when accompanied by my creations, Nu still wasn't happy....
Nu helped me realize that I'd much rather be an animal than a human
3 years later, I changed my 'Sona to a confused Young man. He started to accept ideals that were unpopular in America. It had been 3 years since he was able to sink deep enough into thought to bring his dreams out.
Over that period, to further part himself from humanity and HOPEFULLY figure out how he spawned his dreams when he was 13, he started wearing fursuit hands and feet.
Depending on his mood, he would resemble a Lion wearing the "Yin"or a Hyena wearing the "Yang" symbol
Master Yin: Happy, the good and optimistic side of being me. Rarely present. He treated the creations like Pets
Master Yang: Disgruntled all the time and was anything but nice. Was around frequently. Treated the creations like slaves.
It wasn't until He read "Chobits" and fell asleep that Val returned! With alot more friends! and they were around for weeks! The unfortunate thing about it was that one of them wouldn't obey a human unless she was forced. The Hyena in me had no problem with using force.
I made "Master during that time when I was figuring out life. I couldn't decide if I was happy or sad or if I was a good person or a bad person. Later on I decided I liked to be a bad person >X3
I have comics of "Master" and some antics with Val and the other vixens waaaaaay in the back of my gallery
And last we have Jikakumaru, or "Jika" for short. Over the next 3 years I finally decided I hated my life and everyone else so I made Jikaku.
Jika is very bitter. He was so detached from Human emotion that every day was an out of body experience for him. with 90% accuracy he could predict what would happen next and either prevent or accept it. This talent made his miserable life much longer than the higher powers intended.
Finally his death came, so unpredictable that it had to be falling debris from space... and it was! He was crushed from Space Shuttle debris that finally fell back into Earth's atmosphere.
The "Higher ups" decided his mental talent could be useful... and that he had to pay for "Cheating the system" So they sent him back to the world of the living as a Chimera! Endowing him with rabbit ears and the tail of some sort of canine. He also has many supernatural abilities
He was issued a ethereal cellphone that sent him messages from "The other side" informing him of talented young adults near death. His job was to make sure they died and deliver their souls.
Forced to accept a role as "Death" he was given a kitchen knife as a "Reaper" weapon. He later learns that he isn't the only one who is put through this torture...
I still use Jikaku as a sona. He has all my misery where as Beyl has all my happy. Jika is my 'Sona on DeviantArt.
I discovered the furry fandom when I was 11 or 12 ish and this is how I eventually decided that I wanted to be a greyfox!
And that concludes my long winded character history XD
Took me 2 hours to write this X3
Category All / Human
Species Mammal (Other)
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It's not even that XD
When I was 13, I was always upset cuz I had just learned about being a furry and every day before that was awkward for me and I had trouble making friends. My childhood sucked balls O_o
When I was 16, I was figuring shit out and accepted that I was a furry, but at the time I was confused about my own personality so couldn't decide things. By that time I was cool as hell. I had alot of friends cuz I knew more about me, thus how to behave.
and then 19 is when I figured life out XD by this time I made Beyl and Jika and I can TOTALLY manage my feelings. So my happiness and sadness are 2 separate entities!
When I was 13, I was always upset cuz I had just learned about being a furry and every day before that was awkward for me and I had trouble making friends. My childhood sucked balls O_o
When I was 16, I was figuring shit out and accepted that I was a furry, but at the time I was confused about my own personality so couldn't decide things. By that time I was cool as hell. I had alot of friends cuz I knew more about me, thus how to behave.
and then 19 is when I figured life out XD by this time I made Beyl and Jika and I can TOTALLY manage my feelings. So my happiness and sadness are 2 separate entities!
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