[lol why yes I'm doing the meme.]

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

* If I ever had the chance to see you again, I would tell you that I fell in love with you. And I would thank you for showing me what happiness was in the short summer we spent together. I will never forget you or those times.

* I’m ashamed yet proud of you at the same time. I feel so conflicted when I’m around you. Please pick a side for me to stay on.

* I’m sorry I wasn’t there. I’m sorry I couldn’t have done more. I’m so sorry and I will never forgive myself for letting it happen. RIP.

* I know you share some sort of faint feeling for me, but I’m sorry. I can never return them in the way you want.

* Why does it feel like the only time you can care about me is when I’m a million miles away?

* I love you so much. I don’t know what to do when I see you being hurt by those around you and even yourself. I hope that in future I can be more useful to you.

* I don’t know if I can ever forgive you. I don’t think you can ever change. But I want you to prove me wrong more than anything.

* I’m sorry I let our last moment slip away due to my own selfish desires, they were not worth losing the chance to see you one last time. I can’t change what has happened but I’ll do better in the future. Thank you for watching over me.

* We weren’t meant to be. I understand now we were never made to last, but sadly that won’t stop me from hating you for proving me right about you. You are truly one of the biggest disappointments in my life.

* I know you can go far. There are so many obstacles in the way and your hope is worn thin, but again and again you proven to be so strong. You can do this. You can do anything. Do it.