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Two Brothers, One Love
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Donovan,
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Michelle
Ninja-Mei
Trevor
RowanDoggo
Yure
Yure16
Aaron is my second fursona…
And finally my mate, Justin
juswolf
I walk into the front desk and ask the large female panther that was sitting at the front desk, “I’m the new kid here…ummm…is there a way I could find out where my classes are?” there was a very slight pause and, for a second, I thought she didn’t hear me and right as I was about to repeat what I said she replied, still looking at her computer monitor, “Ummm yea and what’s your name? We don’t have you on file yet” she was glued to that screen but I said “Aaron, Aaron McShine.” She nodded slightly and started typing, which seemed to be the only movement she was capable of.
I was standing in that spot for…I don’t know how long, but it was long enough to make me go into a long daydream. A hand touching my shoulder awakened me. I jumped, accidentally letting out a squeal that was easily heard by anyone that was in proximity, but still, the Panther was unmovable. I turned fast and laid eyes on a blue and white fox; about my size and he had an eyebrow cocked, looking surprised at the sound I emitted. He said “Sorry to scare you, I’m supposed to escort you from class to class and help you get used to the place.” He cocked a smile but I could plainly see he wasn’t excited about this…and neither was I. But I guess that’s how it feels to be in a new school…and new state.
A bell rang and I didn’t know whether it was for changing class or a fire alarm. It was quiet long and irritating. The blue and white fox nudged my shoulder and said, “C’mon, It’s just a fire drill…oh and the names Trevor by the way.” He walked me to the front door as I said, “Well, my names Aaron.” I opened the door and I was hit with the same cold I escaped not to long ago. My fur was thick so I was warm...it looked like Trevor was the same. Despite the cold the sun was warm and it hit my face full on, warming me from that point downward. The front of the school was a large grassy knoll; nothing to special about it except for a couple soccer goals on either side on the knoll. We were walking towards a fence that separated the grass from the ditch and paved drive in.
After we reached the fence we turned to the school and watched the cavalcade of students, all different colors and species, walk out of the same door me and Trevor did. They all seemed to be irritated, mad; Trevor’s voice came from my left, “What brings you here?” “My family decided we needed a change. And it looks like this was the best thing they could think of.” “Well don’t worry, New York isn’t all bad.” I nodded and smiled. “What is there to do for fun around here?” I looked at Trevor who seemed to be thinking. At that moment I thought that if you had to think about it, there wasn’t much to do. He said, “Well…hmmm…hell I don’t know…maybe you should just come over after school. Me and my friends are going out anyway.” I thought about the idea. I’m usually a shy person but I accepted the invite anyways.
Trevor and me talked for a bit as the Fire alarm was going off and soon I saw a group of students walking directly towards us. Either Trevor didn’t seem to notice or he just didn’t care, he just watched them as I did and leaned on the fence. From what I saw he was very lean. From a far you would think he was a girl…and at first glance I did. He was wearing a darker blue shirt and rather tight pants. The pants made his ass show a lot, the thing about that is I couldn’t keep my eyes off of it.
I broke my own trance as the kids finally stopped in front of us. I looked at them and they looked at me. There was one guy that was a blue and white cat the asked Trevor something. I couldn’t hear what they said but I think it involved the label “New Student” They didn’t look at me with bad intent, they just looked surprised but one finally spoke up, he was a purple furred wolf that was holding hands with a purple vixen, “Who are you?” I looked at him and responded, “The name’s Aaron…I’m new here as you can tell.” I was very nervous. I didn’t know whether they were going to beat me up or leave me alone. I was really hoping for the second one.
My day went by fast. I got to know a lot of people and I gained new friends…easily. No problems seemed to come to mind; well…except for my parents…
As I walked off the bus, saying good-bye to Trevor and Yure; who was a light blue and white cat, he was actually pretty cute with his glasses and such. I started to walk to my house. It was a two story house and was painted white with black window and door frames. It was still very bright out and I could see only a couple other kids walking to there houses after getting dropped off. The cold of the late after noon was only attacking my face. The rest of me was covered in a heavy jacket and a belly. I was always a larger kid but I never cared about it. I never had crushes on any boy so I never had a reason to lose weight, I never tried to act sexy or cute I just acted like myself. But I think that a big part of why I don’t want to pursue a guy is…my parents. Never mind, as I think about it I did have a crush on someone…someone very close to me…but he’s long gone now.
I walked into my house and I was hit with a wave of warmth that quickly shot through my entire body, but I knew that, that was the only amount of loving warmth I was in for. I didn’t see anyone in the living room so I decided to make a break for my room. I shut the door behind me. The damned thing made a loud slam and the millisecond that sound echoed through the house my dad yelled at me, “Aaron, get your ass in here!” I cursed under my breath and reluctantly walked into the kitchen that lied just ahead of me. I was thinking back to some things that I did but none would get me into trouble, but my parents would inevitably find some unrelated, miniscule and stupid reason to yell at me or hit me.
I turned the corner and faced my dad and what I saw in his paw terrified me. He was holding my dildo.
I waited for a second as he stared into my eyes; pure anger, enmity and fury being conveyed just by this simple glare. The eerie silence was finally broken when he said, “Why did I find this in your room?” The tone of his voice sent me into a cold sweat. My heart was pounding and I knew I wouldn’t-COULDN’T answer the question. The kitchen was silent once again…awaiting my response.
The kitchen stayed soundless for a while. My dad getting more pissed every passing second. I could clearly see his face was red under his black fur. He finally stood up, “I SAID, WHY THE FUCK DID I FIND THIS IN YOUR FUCKING ROOM!?!” I was whimpering slightly, scared as shit, and wanting this to just end before getting hit. I never told my parents that I was gay…hell I never told anybody. I never wanted this life but it was how I was born.
I was able to force out a couple stammers and broken words but those just seemed to enrage him even more. He pushed me back and the force of it sent me flying. I was air born for a lot longer then I wanted to be and I finally felt the wall come up from behind my head. I hit the wall, full force, breaking a hole in the dry wall with my head. I was dazed but still conscious. I looked up at my dad whom looked like he was satisfied at what he did to me. Either it was just the fact that I couldn’t defend myself, I was half his size or he just liked hurting his own son.
I felt tears roll down my eyes but he just picked me up by the collar of my shirt and pulled me close to his face. He yelled, “NOW ANSWER ME, WHY WAS THIS IN YOUR FUCKING ROOM!?!” I didn’t answer again…I really wanted to but my brain seemed to just shut off, I couldn’t say anything but I felt everything. My dad slapped me and I yelped out in pain but I knew my dad didn’t care. He just hit me again and I felt the sting of his ring not only on my face, but also in my heart and mind. But it really didn’t matter how much he hit me. He always beat me. This was different though…he’s hitting me because he knows I’m gay, he just wants me to say it to his face so he can hit me again.
I start to stammer, “b-because…I-I-I’m…” “YOU’RE WHAT?!?” He slapped me again. At this point my face is hurting and I’m crying hard. Tears are flowing down my swollen cheeks and soaking my jacket…I’m not crying because he’s hitting me. I was thinking back to how good of a day I was having before I get home…the sad part is…going home is supposed to be the best part of a school day.
I looked up at my dad who had no sign of sympathy. I finally said, “Because I’m gay” He stared into my eyes; his face inert along with the rest of his body, thankfully. He finally said, “What did you just say?” His tone was the same breathy and low melody that sent a shiver down my spin. I worked up enough courage to repeat, “I’m-I’m gay dad.” He grabbed my tail that hide between my legs and started to drag me. I felt pain start to emanate from my tail and radiate to the rest of my spin. I felt my tail become dislocated and I cried out in tremendous pain. My dad remained expressionless.
I was crying and I felt the back of my head was wet. I managed to reach behind my head and feel what was wet. I looked at my paw pad and noticed it was blood. My dad started walking u the stairs, keeping my tail fixed in his strong paws. I felt the edge of the starts dig into my back and move up my spine as I was dragged up the stairs; my head hitting the edge of every stair. “Stop dad…Please…It hurts…Stop!” My desperate pleads for him to stop went unattended and seemingly unheard. He continued dragging me even when I was wailing and begging him to stop. He finally threw me into my room, he shut the door behind him and, as usual, he locked it from the outside so I couldn’t get out. But I think that it was best. I know I wouldn’t want to go anywhere.
I looked up at the ceiling, the bleeding from the back of my head finally stopped and my tears dried themselves. I felt as though I would never escape these walls that surround me. That every little thing that I would do, would end up with me getting hit or hurt in some way. My parents weren’t always like this. They were, at one time, very nice and caring but those days are long gone. I had a brother, Justin, who was two years older then me…
2 years earlier
“Hey Aaron what are you doing after school?” I look at my friend, Michael, who is smiling at me and sitting in front of me. I take a moment to think and realizing I had a lot of school work to get done I responded, “I have to do a shit load of homework but after that I think I’m free.” He nodded, “okay man, you should come over and hang out.” I agreed and looked outside. The image of passing houses and tees not registering in my head…only the thought of my bigger brother seems to show all over in my adolescent mind. The thought of Justin getting off of Football practice, sweaty and absolutely reeking of his musk was more then enough to get me aroused. I shook my head free of these thoughts and replaced them with, ‘What the Fuck are you thinking? He’s your fucking brother!’ I just recently started having ‘thoughts’ about my brother. He was an adopted wolf, and the moment I laid eyes on him…I loved him. He had the most enchanting emerald eyes and the pitch black fur surrounding his entire body was so captivating.
I sighed and finally SAW the images that were passing in front of my eyes. We were at a dead stop…in front of my house. I looked around quickly and noticed everyone was looking at me. Only Michael was cracking up. I chuckled, blushed, and started to walk to the front of the bus. I heard Michael say, “What’s his name?” I giggled at the joke, wanting to say, ‘My brother’ but just walking off the bus.
I looked at my house and sighed, I get to see my brother naked to day because he always takes a shower after school…and I always sneak a peak.
I walked in and smiled at my dad who smiled back at me, “Did you have a good day at school?” I nodded, “Long though…what are we eating for dinner?” He looked at the clock and then back at me, “We’re going out tonight.” I nodded and walked up stairs to my room. Opening the door to my room I was met with Justin. He smiled at me, He was in nothing but a towel, and just about to get dressed. I couldn’t help but glance at his groin which was bulging. I knew he was well hung and seeing the outline of his sheath made me murr…a bit too loudly.
He looked at me, surprise and a bit of disgust, strewn across his pitch black face. He let out a nervous chuckle and he said, “Wh-What was that?” I had no good answer for that. I looked at him, stuttering and slightly panting. I smiled and finally said, “Ummm…nothing bro.” I chuckled and started to walk out of the room. Suddenly I felt his strong paw on my shoulder pull me back in. He pushed me into the wall and looked into my eyes. It looked like he had been crying a little while ago but I couldn’t tell. He looked directly into my eyes and for a second I thought that he would punch me, seeing the intensity of his glare.
Justin held me like that for a while, I was staring into his eyes and he was staring into mine. I’m not sure what was going to happen but finally he spoke, “Aaron…c-can you keep a secret?” My eyes darted from one side of his face to the other, I finally said, “Ummm yea Justin…What is it?” His head fell and he let go of me. I always knew how strong he was but I would always forget how heavy ‘I’ was. My legs buckled and I fell to my knees. I looked up at Justin, who fell back on to the bad, looking at the ground. It seemed like he was trying to force himself to say something. I stood up and sat next to him, placing my paw on his toned back, “What’s wrong Justin?” I was border lined between nervous and worried. “It’s just…I’ve been thinking…Ugh…I ended it with my girlfriend.” I sighed, “I’m sorry Justin…but those things happ” he stopped me, “Wait…I didn’t tell you why.” I looked at him; He was still staring at the ground. After a small pause that was filled with silence he let out a long sigh and looked back at me, “Aaron…I think…I’m…Ugh…Aaron…I think I’m Gay.”
My eyes grew wide and I had no idea on how to respond. The look in his eyes was replete with worry, terror and truth. I knew he wasn’t fucking with me. This was a dream come true but with every voice in me telling me to tell him that I was gay as well I said, “Well…I don’t have a problem with it Justin.” I smiled and he just wrapped his arms around me and started to cry into my shoulder. My heart started to beat a bit faster as his warm embrace crept its way deep into my body. I wanted to cry with him but I just couldn’t. Tears started to beckon my eyes lids for release but I kept them back. I placed my paws on his back and rested my head on the back of his. I didn’t want to let him go but he soon pushed away and looked me in the eyes, smiling, “You’re such a great Brother. You accept me no matter what, Aaron…I love you.” The meaningful words shocked me, but not because I never heard them…but because I never knew my brother cared for me so much. I smiled, still staring into his eyes and wanting to tell him the truth so badly. I just said, “a-and I love ya to bro.” I nervously chuckled and patted his shoulder. He kept his eyes on me and I started to feel a bit odd. I stood up, but he did as well. He wouldn’t let my eyes break our gaze and, unexpectedly, He lunged to me and pressed his lips into mine. My eyes shot wide open as I felt his paws reach around and grab my ass. I whimpered and tried to push him away but with every feeble attempt to get him to stop he just held me tighter. I whimpered a little louder as I felt his tongue enter my maw and rub against mine. I loved this but I knew it was wrong. I wanted this for so long but now that it’s here I don’t know what I should do.
My paws pushed and I squirmed but I couldn’t get him off of me. Finally I just gave into the kiss and started to allow his tongue have its way with mine. The taste of his saliva was even better then I ever imagined. His paws seemed to have a mind of there own but they knew exactly what they were doing. I wanted to put my paws around him but I couldn’t muster the strength to…I just stood there and enjoyed the kiss.
I smiled as he pulled away and started to say, “I guess you already know about me.” I blushed brightly and Justin saw this through my white and gray fur. He placed his paw on my cheek and I nuzzled into it. He smiled into my eyes and I did the same. I knew he loved me and he knew I loved him. But we loved each other more then brothers should. His beautiful emerald green eyes seemed to easily convey the love that he felt for me without the need for action or words. I let out a soft sigh and he just giggled. I finally broke the silence to say, “Justin, I’ve always had a crush on you. Since the day I met you and the day my mom and dad told me they were going to adopt you.” I could see a light turn on in Justin’s face as he replied, “Oh Aaron…I’ve always liked you…but I never wanted to accept the idea that I was gay. I hated being with Felicity, I liked her but I never felt as though it was right. I was always looking at other guys. I would always find myself wanting to suck a dick…but I never wanted to have sex with any other guy…” He smiled, “…but you.”
Present Day
A tear rolled down my cheek as the memories of Justin passed through my head and left there imprints that I wanted desperately to stay permanent but after a second…they vanished. The cold of the night crept its way into my room. Neither my dad nor my mom would pay the extra ten dollars to warm my room. I hated them…but I had no way to escape. I tossed in my bed, not able to get to sleep. I heard my dad come up to my room and open the door. I looked at him as he said, “You’re friends are outside. You might as well get out of the house before your mom finds out.” His glare was as cold as the air that made its way into my bones. I wanted to smile but I kept myself from doing so.
I grabbed my coat after my dad went to the bathroom and darted down stares. I couldn’t believe my dad would let me out of the house after what jus happened but I didn’t care…I had a ‘Get Out Of Jail Free’ card and I was going to use it. I opened the door to the outside and, again, I was hit with the cold that wanted to kill me in my room. But I was happy when I saw A car with all my new friends in it. They were waving at me and I started to run towards the car. Once I got to the passenger side door I opened it and got in. The car was nice and it was heated. The warmth slapped me in the face and for once, it didn’t make me cry.
Once I got in Donovan pulled out of the driveway and drove down the road…
…
I watched as the car sped away from the driveway. After a moment of recalling what happened an hour ago I fell to my knees and started to cry. I felt nothing but regret...Aaron was my own son and I have to abuse him because Janice hates him. The tears soaked my paws and started to run down my cheeks. I don’t know why Janice hated Aaron but all I know is that she doesn’t like him. I’m forced to hurt him or face losing my wife. She loved Justin…which is why I think she wants him to live a life of hell.
I look up at the picture of me and Aaron that was taken two years ago. I Never cared if Aaron was gay…He was my son and I loved him. Although seeing him with Justin was something I couldn’t comprehend at the time I still didn’t care. Janice wanted to rip me and my very own son apart because Aaron caused Justin to move away…and it seemed like Janice loved Justin TOO much.
I stared at Aaron for half a minute before I punched the ground and said, “Fuck you Janice!!!”
…
I looked at Trevor, who was sitting in the seat behind me, and said, “What are we going to do?” He smiled and said, “Secret.” He giggled and so did I. At this point I knew Yure and Trevor were both Gay but both were taken. Trevor was with a pink and white fox named Steven and Yure…Well I didn’t really know…but I know he said he was taken…then again his accent is so entrancing I wouldn’t catch a word he would say without getting lost in it.
The car was VERY nice, it was a black Jeep Grand Cherokee and an all black interior. I really wanted to ask Donovan how he got it but I didn’t want to bother. Instead he asked, “How did you get that welt?” I glanced at him, “What?” He chuckled and poked my cheek, feeling a stinging pain instantly, “That, How did you get that?” I grimaced and touched the area were the pain originated. I hated my dad and decided it was best to just tell the truth. I turned and looked out the window just as the car got quiet and the only sound that there was, was the light rumble from the engine and the tire rolling across the paved road. I sighed, watching lights pass by and leave that trail in your eye that seems to just get brighter every time you blink. “My dad…He…He beats me over the smallest things. A mess on the table would mean I get a slap…and today…I told him I was gay…” Tears start to flow from my eyes and I felt as though I didn’t matter to anyone in the world. Like as if I was meant to be alone for the rest of my life…but I knew I didn’t have to live my life in pain…because after all…Pain is inevitable, Suffering is optional.
I looked back towards Donovan who was looking at me as he parked the car in front of a bowling alley. He had the look of disgust about his face. He finally said, “He beats you; How often?” I could see the look of disgust on everyone’s faces that mimicked that of Donovan’s. I took a breath and said, “Every day.” I burst into tears and put my head between my legs. I feel Donovan’s paw on my back and my door opens and soon I feel Trevor’s smaller paws around me. I just kept crying into my paws. The pain of what my dad did to me earlier finally coming through and cascaded out of me. “Oh don’t worry; we’re not going to take you back to that horrible ass hole.” I heard Trevor say. The sincerity of his voice made me think that I didn’t have to deal with my dad or mom…but I knew I would have to. “B-but I have too. I don’t want to but I have too.” I sniffled and looked up just as Yure took me into a hug. I instantly wrapped my arms around him and cried; letting all the feelings of loneliness and years of hurt fall and flow down the shoulder of Yure as I hold him close. His accented voice came over my sounds of crying, “It’s going to be okay. That asshole…you don’t have to go back there if you don’t want to okay Aaron?” I quieted my crying enough to say, “Okay.” My tears inevitably stopped as the love of my new found friends surrounded and filled me. I pushed Yure away just enough to lift my head and look around. Everyone was smiling at me, Trevor, Donovan, Michelle and Yure. I knew that I’d be alright…and I knew I’d never have to go back to my mom or dad.
Two Years Earlier
I push Justin away slightly and look at him. The shock of the words he just said echoed in my head and even the room. “You want to have sex…with me?” My feelings were mixed between horror and relief. I didn’t know if I could handle Justin. I didn’t even know if I’d look any where near attractive nude. He just took my paw and said, “Yes Aaron. You’re the only person I want to be with and you’re the only person I want to lose my…virginity to.” He blushed and so did I. I never knew he was a Virgin, given that he was with Felicity for a year. I was curious, “I thought you would of…you know…’Done it’ with Felicity.” He shook his head, “No, The entire time I was with her I never actually ‘been’ with her. I just never felt like I wanted to because I never felt it was ‘right’ and now I know why.” I nodded, not knowing what was going to happen next. “Justin, how big are you?” I felt as though it was an extremely immature and stupid thing to ask. He pushed me on my back and said, “I can tell you…or I can show you.” He smiled softly, but I just whimpered and said, “Justin…we’re brothers…its wrong.” He put a finger on my lips and said, “Shhhh, We’re not blood brothers so it’s totally okay.” I whimpered a bit more, not wanting this right now. “Justin, I don’t think I’m ready.” He smiled nervously and backed away. “Okay…I’m sorry.” I lowered my ears, fearing I hurt Justin in some way, “No, I’M sorry… I’m just not ready…maybe soon okay?” He nodded but kept my paw in his. I felt horrible for denying him something he wanted for so long… and I hated myself for it as well. I stood up and stared at him as he just stared at his empty paws. ‘Awww fuck it!’ I thought to myself and said, “Will you be gentle?” His ears perked up and he looked right at me, his tail wagging, “Yes! Brother, I would never want to hurt you.” I smiled at how happy he got and sat back down next to him.
He took me into another kiss and started to caress my back. I was uncomfortable but that changed as I felt him fully put his strong arms around me and pull me into his chest. I started to feel safe and loved in his arms. The taste of his saliva was over powering and made me want more. I had no care in the world, only focusing on Justin and his tongue. I lay down with him as he worked my shirt off. The warm air surrounded my naked, furry upper body as his paws roamed my chest. The feeling of his tongue and his roaming paws made me melt, totally giving myself to him. I felt his large tent tip poke my thigh and I parted from his lips, “Justy, can you take them off?” I nervously smile, not wanting to make any movement seeing as how he seemed more ‘experienced.’ He grinned widely and unbuttoned his pants, pulling them down. I was able to see his large cock tent his boxers and poke through the gap in them. I murred and narrowed my eyes, visually stimulated.
I started to work my pants off but just as I gripped the waist of my pants, his larger paws un-buttoned them and slid them off of me. I blushed at the look on his face when he saw I wasn’t wearing any underwear. He gave my smaller member a lick which sent a plethora of pleasure shooting through me. “Oh! Justy…I-I’m sorry for my size.” He looked back up at me, “Why? It’s perfect Aaron.” I smiled, feeling better about it. I felt his tongue wrap around my throbbing member and soon, the warmth of his maw enveloped it. I moaned and gripped the bed sheets. “Oh! Justy…Ohhhhh” I didn’t know what to do. My senses were overwhelmed with different feelings of pleasure I have never felt before. I didn’t know whether I should reciprocate in anyway or just let him do what he’s doing. I decided to ask him, “J-Justy, W-what I’m I supo…” He put his index finger to my lip to gesture me to stop worrying. I took the hint and laid back to enjoy this.
It seemed like the room was spinning, caused by just how much pleasure that was flowing through me. His warm mouth and thick saliva surrounded my hardened member, making me warm through out the rest of me. I have never felt so good in my life, nor did I think I would ever feel this good. My moans were long and soft, expressing just how much I loved it. My heart was racing and my panting increased…I was close…and Justin knew it due to my growing knot. I was rather embarrassed at how short I lasted but seeing as how I have never felt like this before I didn’t really care. I placed my paws on my chest just as I let out a yelp of bliss. My cock started to spasm and I felt an intense tingling sensation emanate from my saliva covered member. “Oh Justy…I’m going…Oh Fuck, I’m going to cuuuum!” I tried to push his maw off of my member but it was useless and the second I placed my paws on his cheek to try and push him away again I felt a strong spasm that let me know I was to late. I could see that Justin was swallowing it all. I could see his esophagus move as a ‘gulping’ sound came from him….My brother was swallowing his little brothers seed.
I lay back, captivated from the events that just unfolded in front of my eyes. I was still panting but not from exhaustion, but from overpowering pleasure like none I’ve ever felt before. I stared up at the ceiling, not really SEEING the ceiling as my mind depicted images of Justin swallowing my kitty cum. I felt his mouth release my cock and the warm air surround it as it fell limp against my belly. I soon felt his arms around me and his large paw on my chest. I looked over at Justin whom had the smallest trace of cum on his black maw. “T-That was amazing Justin.” He kissed the side of my maw, which instantly made me blush. “Well I just wanted to make my little brother feel good.” He chuckled and held me close. I felt so safe with him, like, I wouldn’t have to worry about any of the bullies in my school…the cold of the outside…or even the pain of being alone. The warmth of his strong, lean and toned body intermingled with the warmth of my pudgy, weak and seemingly grotesque one. For the first time in my life…I felt loved.
Present Day
The bowling alley was like any other you’d see; a snack bar, Natural hard wood flooring and, surprisingly, a clean aroma about the air. I glanced at Donovan and Michelle as they were renting shoes. I, Trevor and Yure would walk over to the red cushioned seats just behind the alleys to sit and talk. I couldn’t see any familiar faces from my past and I don’t think I wanted to either. Most, if not all, of my family knew about me and seemed to shun me whenever they saw me. It hurt every time I’d see the look on a relatives face when I’d walk through there door. The only face I ever wanted to see was Justin’s…but at this point…that was just a pipe dream.
“Hey Justin, are you okay?” I break my gaze into the non-existent distance and look at Yure, “Oh uh yea…I am…Just…Day dreaming.” I chuckled and let the smile fade. I heard him ask “Day dreaming of what?” I tried to remember but I couldn’t. I knew it was about something. I would always have these mini black outs were I seem to be in a place I never saw before. I say, “Oh nothing important” After he nods and starts to talk to Trevor about something he and his boyfriend would do, I rest my head on my paw and try to think. I knew I was in a restroom stall…but where? I could never figure that out. I knew something was there but I just couldn’t find out what. These dreams would always worry me…sometimes I would think I’m going insane and at times…I do.
6 months earlier
I awake in a cold sweat, my body is trembling and my vision is blurred. I seem to have no control over my body. I know I must get somewhere…I feel something pulling me in a certain direction but I just can’t figure out where. I finally turn on the bed lamp and sit on the edge of the bed. My fur is matted from constant tossing and turning. I shake my head, attempting to free my head of the sluggish feeling that wanted to hang about in my head. I was panting and my head was swimming with every shake I administered myself. “God, what the hell happened?” I asked myself, not sure whether or not I got any sleep. I felt sluggish, scared, and wide awake but all at the same time…Exhausted. I wasn’t sure if I really wanted to stand up but I did anyway. I felt top heavy and as if my equilibrium was off, full tilt. I couldn’t take two steps before becoming light headed but I forced myself through it and walked to the bathroom.
At first I couldn’t recognize what the image in the mirror was until a minute after stepping in front of it. I was scared, this never happened to me before. I turned on the faucet and let the water run cold. I cupped my paws to catch so water and I splashed it on my face. The tiredness and sluggish feeling was chased away with the cold water. I took a deep breath and exhaled, my body was still cold so I decided to take a shower. I had no idea what time it was or if I would go back to sleep…Then again, I was too scared to do so. Everything seemed to stabilize but I was still cold. I wasn’t sick or anything, it was something else causing me to be cold…but I didn’t know what it was.
The sound of the water starting was a relief; finally, the eerie sound of nothing was broken and I could finally feel a little bit normal. I put my paw into the running water to feel if the temperature was right. The slight burn and steam that I felt and saw told me it was just right. I needed a shower, my fur was damp from sweating and I knew I must have stunk. I pulled the shower curtains aside and stepped in, my chest getting covered in the hot water and quickly moving down my body, I let out a soft murr and fully step in. The water seemed to wash the feelings of fear and worry that filled my cold body. “Muuuuuch better” I chuckled to myself and started to run my paws through my fur, cleansing it of the concern filled sweat.
My shower was just long enough to make the water get a bit colder. I decided it was enough and turned the water off. I looked down at the draining water and I seemed to just black out…
‘I’m sorry for leaving you like that. I’m not sure what our parents did to you but I’m sure it wasn’t good. Please contact this number…’
I suddenly snapped to it. I was behind the wheel of my car and was driving down a highway. There seemed to be an eerie absence of cars around me. I looked at the dashboard clock and saw that it was 3:17 AM which would explain why there would be a small amount of cars on the road but not like this. I had no idea where I was going. My body didn’t belong to me; it was controlled by something else. I was scared I was going to end up crashing head first into a divider or something. I was wide awake but I couldn’t move my arms, but something else could. I decided to just let them drive me to where ever they were going.
Buildings passed by for what seemed like hours before I finally came up on a brand new building that opened up. I couldn’t read what it was all about because I was taken into the parking lot with a sharp, abrupt turn. There were little to no cars in the parking lot and yet I seemed to just turn into the farthest parking space possible…but that really didn’t matter to me. I wasn’t controlling me…something else on the inside was.
I opened the door and stepped out. It was the summer so the night was warm and the sky seemed void of stars due to the amount of lights in the city. I started to walk to the dimly lighten building which seemed to grow larger with every step I took.
The parking lot was mostly vacant; some cars that were being sold by there owners and some homeless folks that were walking around, either drunk or looking to get drunk. I heard a raspy voice come from my left, “Hey sonny boy, get ya ass over here and help me.” I glanced to where the voice was coming from and spotted a silhouette, a bit grungy and raggedy, like the clothes he was wearing were sloppy seconds from a bar fight victim.
The figure walked towards me and I started to see his face; his face fur was dirty and clearly greasy, His eyes were blood shot, he had a limp and it looked like he was ten years older then he really was…he had one of the most wizened faces I have ever seen. He said, “Okay, good, I got your attention…now I must tell you something.” He limped closer and I started to get a foul smell like no other. I tried to pretend that I didn’t smell it and started breathing through my mouth…but then I tasted it and I gagged. “Yea I stink, and you smell pretty, but I’m not here to exchange smells.” He pointed to the building I was going towards, “You’re going to try and get into that building aren’t you?” I was flabbergasted, I really had no idea what I was doing but he apparently did, “Yea…And?” I look the guy in the eyes as he says, “I’ve broke in there many times Sonny boy, I know where every thing is in that place. After all, I helped build it.” I was confused, “If you helped build it then why are you…like you are?” I pointed to his god awful clothes and pointed out the fact that flies hung around him…a lot. He just laughed, “Once you get to be my age, you see this city as it truly was meant to be…a rabid dog, looking for its next meal. I had a job and I had money…but that was all taken away with a simple court summons, but I’m not complaining about my life right now. I’m 67 and I haven’t got a single regret in this world.” He smiled and I could see many of his teeth were missing. “Well, you said you can help me get into this building right?” I didn’t want to go into the building but my body was being hijacked by something…or someone. He rubbed his hands together and grinned even wider then he was smiling, “I’ll get you in there…But I’ll need to get some cash for it.” I reached for my wallet and he laughed…
‘…349-4427, It’s my cell number. I can’t leave you like this. I know you’re life must be hell with them and it’s my job now to help you get out of it.’
I seemed to come to inside a bathroom stall. It was dimly lightened and I could see I was folding a piece of paper and setting it inside the toilet paper dispenser. I had no idea where I was. The walls on either side restricted my view of what lie just behind them. I didn’t know if there were more stalls or just an endless abyss…and with everything that happened so far, the ‘abyss’ actually sounded plausible.
Present day.
The night was going very smoothly; I got to know my friends a lot better, I was able to escape the hell of my house and the welt on my face started to go down and stop stinging so much. I had a smile on for a long time…it’s the longest time I ever held a smile that wasn’t forced. I looked at Trevor, “Hey…ummm…how did you and Steven meet?” he sighed and looked like he was thinking, “maybe a couple weeks ago. He came up to me one day and asked me out. We dated for a while and soon…we became boyfriends.” He giggled and so did I. I really wished someone would do that for me…but no one ever did.
We all were watching Donovan and Michelle bowl since they wanted to. Donovan was good and so was Michelle. They looked so happy together…I was happy for them but on the off side, Jealous. I wanted to be important to someone and I was. But I no longer have Justin, My own brother. After what happened two years ago he spent a week in the same house then just disappeared. I never heard of him and I cried almost every night afterwards. I would sob because I thought he hated me…and I think he did. The last thing he said to me was ‘Bye’ and that was it.
I was snapped out of my day dream again when I heard a new voice call my name. I looked up and glanced around. I hen laid eyes on a pink and white fox. He had his arm around Trevor and another on his thigh. He was smiling at me, “You Aaron?” I nodded, “Y-Yea…who are you?” He said, “Steven…but I’d prefer that you call me Stevie Kay?” I nodded again, clearly blushing though my white and black stripped fur. “So you’re new to this state is that right?” “Yea…Me and my family moved here just last week.” He nodded slightly and looked down at Trevor. Again I felt a tinge of jealousy. I could see both were deeply in love. I wanted that so bad. Trevor leaned up and kissed Steven. I could see people were staring but it also seemed that they didn’t care.
The entire ally was filled with the sound of bowling balls hitting and sliding along the hard wood floor. Some times there would be a loud cheer if someone got a strike, other times there would be a cascade of laughter anytime someone would get a gutter ball. I wasn’t really listening to the people around me…my mind was else where.
Two Years Earlier
Justin crawled on top of me and I nervously spread my legs for him. I was scared, to say the least, and I really didn’t want to do this…but I also knew I always wanted this. He put his warm paw on my cheek and smiled, “You don’t have to let me do this Aaron.” I placed my smaller paw on his muscular forearm, “I know…b-but…I’ve always wanted to ‘be’ with you, I would always fantasize about you doing this to me” “Okay…but if it hurts to much, tell me to stop okay?” I nodded and started to pant. The realization of what was going to happen overtook my senses. I wanted it but at the same time didn’t want it THIS fast. I felt his large and preing tip press against my entrance. I was hit with an instant shockwave of pleasure. I let out the lightest moan possible and I clung to Justin. He pushed his tip into me and I yelped just from the amazing amount of pleasure. Justin heard this and stopped, “Are you okay Aaron?” “Yes Justy…I am.” I rub his back to let him know I wasn’t lying. He proceeded and pushed the rest of his head into me. The amount of pleasure I was feeling was amazing. My whole body was slightly shaking due to the delight of having my brother finally enter me. I felt myself push into him and I amazed myself. It hurt a bit but the pain was masked by the fact that Justin was licking my neck, which made me giggle into his ear. He kept licking my neck and pushing into me. I relaxed as much as possible and let him enter. The feeling was better then anything I ever imagined. His breath was hot on my neck as he panted. “Oh Justy…I love you!” His voice was breathy and it felt just as amazing on my chest “I love you to Aaron.” He started to lick my chest while his cock disappeared into me. He hilted himself and stopped moving altogether; he was letting me adjust to him and, with how big he is, It was a good idea. I was panting more then I’m used to and I felt a bit like passing out. I was flooded with pleasure that I never felt before. I looked at him as he lifted his head. I smiled at him and he took me into a kiss. I wanted this to last forever…My brother inside me and kissing me. I loved him and he loved me and it seemed as though nothing was going to change that.
I heard something pounding but I knew it was my heart…I was totally in love and I knew my body was new to this feeling…suddenly the door swung open and I saw both my mom and dad standing in the entrance…
Present day
“Hey…I’m going to the restroom real quick.” I said to my friends that were sitting on the cushioned bench. I stood up and started to walk to where the restrooms were located. Large, Boy, Girl signs identified which restroom was which. Naturally I walked into the section marked ‘Boy’ and turned the curved, small hall. The restroom was kinda run down…but it was normal for a bowling ally restroom, and of coarse there were condom dispensers on the walls. I had no need for them anymore so I just walked past to a stall. I was embarrassed to pee in a urinal because of my size. I walked into the first stall and what I saw horrified me. The toilet was flooded with a brown foulness I couldn’t even begin to describe…nor did I want to look at the mess any longer then I had to, to try and describe it. I stepped out of the stall and took a deep breath, escaping the proximity of the horrid odor. I tried my luck with the second one. I opened the stall door but this time the toilet was covered in a plastic cover and had a note taped to it that read ‘Out of Order’
I sighed and tried the last stall. This time the toilet was actually clean. But the stall was strewn with notes carved into the brick of the back wall and the metal of the stall walls. Some of the notes would just say ‘For an easy piece of ass call this’ and there would be a number which would probably be to a out dated phone number. I just looked up to the ceiling and unzipped my pants. I pulled them down just far enough to let my member escape. I lightly gripped it and relaxed my bladder. Some of the profanities upon the walls made me laugh. Some were just people calling each other ass holes or cock suckers or anything childish. One made me laugh in particular and, due to my size, I accidentally pissed on my paw. I sighed and held it away from me, cautious not to get any of the urine on my clothes. After the last bit of piss left me I worked my button back on with my free paw and looked around. I happened to see an old TP dispenser. It looked like as if it wasn’t replaced in ages. I bent over and started searching for some toilet paper in the first compartment. ‘Fuck’ I thought to myself and decided to look in the second one. Again I found nothing. “Fuck!” I kicked the thing and stepped out. Just then I heard something fall out of it. I glanced back and saw a faded piece of paper. I thought nothing of it but I recognized the writing. I wasn’t to sure whose it was but I knew I just had to at least pick it up. I walked back in, bent down and picked it up. The thing was covered in dust and on the front flap it read ‘Aaron’
My heart raced; I’ve never been to this bowling ally, how could I have picked up a note that was meant for me? I was here only a week and I hardly knew anybody. I slowly opened the folded note. Dust seeming to just pour out. I opened it fully and saw that it was truly meant for me because it had my first and last name on it.
‘Aaron, I’m sorry for leaving you like that. I’m not sure what our parents did to you but I’m sure it wasn’t good. Please contact this number 349-4427, it’s my cell number. I can’t leave you like this. I know you’re life must be hell with them and it’s my job now to help you get out of it. I love you Aaron, I always have. I thought about you everyday I was gone. I miss you Aaron…I really hope you get this note.’
I burst into tears as I saw who wrote it. I instantly went for my cell phone and dialed the number. I wasn’t sure whether I was ready to hear his beautiful voice again. The tears seemed to just flow freely off of my cheeks, like, a damn just gave way. The song ‘If You Only Knew’ was playing and I was elated that his number wasn’t disconnected or changed. I waited, for what seemed like and eternity, before I finally heard, “Hello?” I let out a sigh of relief that I was holding in for the length of the short ring tone, “Oh JUSTIN!” I practically shouted, “I Got your note!”
3 hours later
I was talking to Justin for hours before I finally came out of that restroom. I could see that many people have left since I disappeared into that dank restroom. I saw Yure walking around aimlessly and it looked like he was looking for someone…that being me. “Hey Yure, Over here!” I yelled. It instantly caught his attention and he looked at me and said, “Hey, we’re going!” I nodded and jogged to him. I was happy enough to go home and face my dad because Justin was already going to be there…waiting.
Me and Yure walked out of the sliding doors and towards the only car in the lot. The cold of the outside failed to make its way into my body because I knew that this was going to be a good night…one way or another. The car was a still a ways off and I was confused and wondered why they didn’t pull up closer. But I got my answer when I heard a voice come from my left, I looked and saw an raggedy guy smiling at me, “Did you get his note?” I turned to him completely and replied, “What? What note?” I didn’t know what he was talking about. “That young black wolves note the one I helped him break into that building to write. What was his name?” I slowly walked over to the guy, not knowing what his intentions were…if any, “What are you talking about?” He chuckled and it sounded hoarse, like he hadn’t had a single drink of water in a month, “About five or so months ago a young, pitch black wolf came by and it looked like he had bad intentions, either that ‘He’ was controlling him.” He pointed to the sky and smiled at me. His teeth were in horrible shape. “What…God? And who are you talking about?” He scratched his head and said, “I think his name was Justin.” My heart raced when I heard that name. “Justin?” “Yea Justin you Deaf little bastard” I was hurt by the comment but he just laughed. “He came by and he said that he needed to get into that building. I helped him and he told me almost everything. I knew something was wrong with him, what with the way he was acting. But I also knew that ‘He’ must have been doing it for a good reason. And I can see what that reason is now.” He smiled and outstretched his paw. He gestured me to come a bit closer. I was hesitant at first but he said, “Get over here, I’m not going to rape you or anything.” I slowly inched my way to him, He finally grabbed my wrist and I jumped slightly but his grip was very firm and my wrist seemed glued to his paw. He put something in my paw and said, “Don’t open it until you get home, give it to your brother.” I looked at what he placed in my paw, it was covered in a brown, crumpled paper bag and it felt rather heavy for the size. I nodded in total compliance and put the object into my pocket. I had no idea what I was doing nor did I know why this guy was talking to me, but if what he said is true, then I guess it’s relevant. I shook his paw and started to walk to the car, which seemed to of gotten closer. I finally heard his voice say, “When everything is right…it will snow.” I didn’t know what that meant…but I didn’t care…I was going to go home and be with my brother…
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I looked my wife dead in the eyes; nothing was going to keep me from saying what I needed to say, “Janice, We’re through. All you’ve done to this family was tear it apart. You threatened me with divorce whenever I wouldn’t punish Aaron for some of the most menial things. You only want to make his life hell because he drove Justin away. All you want to do is make sure Aaron doesn’t have another happy moment in his life again. I don’t care if Aaron is gay…you do. Get your shit and get out of my house.” I could see that she was not only pissed…but thinking. Thinking about what would happen if she killed me…if she killed what was left of my family. “FUCK YOU!” she pounced on me and started to scratch my face and what ever else she could get at. I felt the pain of each slash of her claws. I pushed her away and backed away enough to get out of pouncing distance. I felt something warm run down my cheek and I knew it was blood, but I didn’t care. I reached for the phone and picked it up. “It’s your choice, leave, or get arrested for assault.” I had my finger poised above the ‘send’ button after dialing ‘911’, ready to press it at any second. She was breathing heavily and her claws were still erect and bloody. I stood there, emotionless and staring directly into her eyes. I knew that she wouldn’t give in to me, but I also knew she was terrified of jail. I noticed a tear roll down her cheek just as she ran up the stairs.
I sighed and sat down, putting the phone back onto the receiver and pressing a rag against my cheek. I pulled the rag away and saw that it was nearly soaked completely in blood. I shook my head in disbelief. I heard some rustling coming from upstairs and some crying, but all I did was smile. It felt good to finally stand up to that controlling, manipulating bitch.
The noise upstairs finally dissipated and all I heard was the quiet patter of blood dripping onto the kitchen floor. “You’re not going to throw me out you Son-of-a-bitch.” I looked up, seeing Janice with a large revolver, aiming it at me. My heart started to pound and I felt my paws shake out of fear. I stood up slowly, “Janice, Put that down.” I knew she could easily see that I was scared. This just seemed to please her, “SIT DOWN!” I didn’t do so, instead I slowly walked to her, and not 100% sure she was actually going to pull the trigger but betting against the odds that she wouldn’t. “Please Janice put. The. Gun. Down.” I saw, for a millisecond, the hammer pull back and shortly after I heard a deafening blast throughout the kitchen. I felt an excruciating pain emanate from my leg, I couldn’t determine were but I knew it was in my right leg. I fell to the floor and yelled out in complete agony. She pulled the fucking trigger…and I knew she would probably do so again.
She walked to me and put the muzzle against my head, “I don’t get left, I only leave.” She pulled the hammer back and I just closed my eyes, wanting to be free of this pain, this hell, this night.
Just as she was putting pressure on the trigger she suddenly fell forward and over me. I glanced up and only saw a black figure standing there and outreaching there paw. My vision cleared enough to allow me to see who it was…Justin.
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The object in my pocket was giving me a sense of worry, I had no idea what it could be…did I WANT to know? Was I meant to hold it? I had no clue, all I knew is that I must give it to Justin and not lay eyes on it until it’s in his paws. I kept fingering the object, the paper bag was degraded and crumpled enough to the point that I could make out the tiniest details…but my fingers weren’t skilled in anyway so it just felt like holding a lumpy rock. “Hey, why do you keep holding your pocket?” I glanced back at Trevor whom was staring at me, “Oh no reason” I instantly took my paw off of my right pocket and just stared out side. “Hey Trev” I looked back at him as he sat back, “What?” “Why do you love Steven?” I saw that I let out a silent sigh, “Well…because, I have been with a few guys before him and I would always delude myself into thinking that ‘He could be the one’ but it never turned out that way. They would eventually get tired of me or they just found someone better.” I could clearly see that a tear broke free of his eye lids and rolled onto his cheek, “Steven was the only one to really express his love for me. He stayed while the others would have left. We haven’t been together for too long but I know that he’ll stay with me.” He blinked and another tear fell and stained his cheek. I turn my body to get a bit more comfortable with how I was contorting my neck in order to look at Trevor, “Though I still don’t want to give him my heart totally. I’ve been left by so many that I don’t want it to be scared again. But I know I will eventually” A smile stretched across his face, I smiled back. “Have you ever been in love Aaron?” I heard Michelle ask. I glanced at her and said, “Yes I have, His name is Justin.” I was hesitant to say that he was my adopted brother because they might drop the ‘Adopted’ and only hear ‘Brother’ but I just went for it anyway, “He was my Adopted Brother and the first day he walked into our house I loved him.” I paused to see if anyone was disgusted by me being in love with my ADOPTED brother. I just saw that everyone was listing intently and waiting for my next sentence. I sighed and continued, “Every day I’d find myself staring at him or fantasizing about him. I absolutely loved him but not just because he looked good but because he would ACT like I mattered. I had a blood brother before him but he was always a dick to me. My real brothers’ name is Jason, He moved out when I was 12. I only remember being treated like shit by him. He’d always pick on me about my weight and my size.” I blushed…as did everyone else, “I never felt connected to him…but my dad was. They did almost everything with together. My dad loved us both a lot but I think he loved Jason more. I didn’t compare to Jason but I did matter to my dad.” I smiled at everyone, “Justin was Jason’s replacement and I was thankful for it. Justin’s family was killed in a car accident and we adopted him.” I finally sat back down and noticed we were turning into the driveway of my house. I could see the door was open and a car was parked out on the front street. My eyes grew big and I thought that someone was killed.
I fumbled to open the door, only to find that it was locked. I heard it unlock and I bolted out of the car and towards the open front door. I Stopped in my dead sprint and watched as my mom walked out of the house and towards the awaiting car. Her face wasn’t happy and she even shot me a dirty look, “You little fucking brat, this is all your fucking, god damn fault.” I watched as she raised her paw and then she slapped me. My head was sent ajar and I fell to the ground from the force of the slap. I shook my head and saw that everyone in my friends’ car was instantly out of it and was rushing over to me. I took Donovan’s paw as he lent me it. I stood up and glared at the back of my moms head as she walked to the car, opened the passenger seat door, got in and disappeared into the dark of the night. I was totally bewildered and didn’t know what just happened. Did both of my parents just leave? Or did my dad stay? I really wanted to just be alone with Justin…if he’s here or even coming.
I looked at Donovan, whom was still staring off into the distance were the car disappeared into. He finally turned and smiled at me, “Lets get you inside Aaron.” He firmly held my paw and even helped to support some of my weight. We both walked in and I laid eyes on one of the most beautiful wolves in the world…Justin.
Hot tears ran down my cheeks and I took off towards him, finally reaching him and wrapping my arms around his slim body. I burry my face into his chest as I felt his arms wrap around me. I cried into his chest and just savored the moment I had with my brother. The kitchen was filled with waling and soon I heard Justin say, “Don’t worry Aaron, I’m not going anywhere…” He pushed me away slightly, only enough to look into my eyes, “…At least not with out you.” He smiled so softly and I finally felt what I’ve always wanted since he left two years ago…love.
I finally calmed myself down so that I can say, “Justin, I missed you so much, I always thought about you…god I love you!” He just chuckled and a grabbed my paws. I let his fingers interlace with mine. He stared directly into my eyes and somehow I felt like the stare was all I needed. I inched my way to his muzzle and soon I finally felt his lips against mine. The warmth filled me and the love of his paws and stare made me melt. I felt a paw on my back and I noticed it was my dad. He was smiling and had tears in his eyes, something I have never seen before. I was a little worried but then I felt him hug me, wrapping his long arms around me and Justin. Despite my mom leaving I felt as though our family was finally whole. Me and Justin broke the kiss and we just stared into each others eyes. I heard my dad say, “I’ll leave you two alone.” I glanced at him and he just winked at me. I blushed heavily and looked at Justin.
I felt so much love coursing through me and I never wanted it to go away. I took Justin into a hug and said, “Justin Mounts…Will you marry me?” I felt him hug back even tighter and he said, “Yes Aaron…I will”
70 years later
I smile at Drake and say, “We’ve been together ever since.” I look at Justin, who seems to have a tear in his eye. I knew he was remembering that day, how could we forget? “Well Drake, It’s time to go to bed.” I stood up and grabbed Drakes little paw, “Awww but dad, I want to hear more.” He was looking up at me and I just smiled, “You’ll hear more tomorrow okay?” I chuckled, “Oh Okay.” I set Drake into bed and tucked him in. I smiled at him and said, “Drake, You mean the world to me, you’re my only son.” I kissed his forehead and smiled once again as I noticed he was already asleep. Me and Justin never got tired of raising children and vowed to do so until we died. It’s been 60 years since we adopted our first son…and I really think that this might be our last. I shut off the lights and closed the door.
I walked back into the living room and saw Justin staring at the rough, uncut diamond around his neck. I never found out why I wasn’t supposed to look at it before I gave it to him but I’m glad I didn’t. The diamond was large and was tinted green, the diamond and Justin’s eyes were identical in shading and tone. I smiled and sat next to Justin, “Can you believe we’ve been together for 70 years?” I said, almost not believing the length of time myself. He took my paw, “Can YOU believe that you get sexier ever day?” I laughed as he did and just sat back. “Justin…it’s been 70 long years…do you regret any of them?” He looked at me and with so much sincerity he said, “No”
I smiled and stared into his eyes, not wanting to ever look away. Soon, though, I broke my gaze to stare at the diamond around Justin’s neck. It was beautiful…almost as much as the guy wearing it. That old, raggedy guy must have found it…or maybe ‘He’ made it. Whatever the case it was perfect. The diamond was big and it fitted him so well…but what made it special was that air pockets that were inside the diamond arranged and formed the words, “Justin, Aaron, Forever.” And I never knew it was possible…but it was
I finally glanced back outside and noticed something that hasn’t happened in years…it was snowing.
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juswolfI walk into the front desk and ask the large female panther that was sitting at the front desk, “I’m the new kid here…ummm…is there a way I could find out where my classes are?” there was a very slight pause and, for a second, I thought she didn’t hear me and right as I was about to repeat what I said she replied, still looking at her computer monitor, “Ummm yea and what’s your name? We don’t have you on file yet” she was glued to that screen but I said “Aaron, Aaron McShine.” She nodded slightly and started typing, which seemed to be the only movement she was capable of.
I was standing in that spot for…I don’t know how long, but it was long enough to make me go into a long daydream. A hand touching my shoulder awakened me. I jumped, accidentally letting out a squeal that was easily heard by anyone that was in proximity, but still, the Panther was unmovable. I turned fast and laid eyes on a blue and white fox; about my size and he had an eyebrow cocked, looking surprised at the sound I emitted. He said “Sorry to scare you, I’m supposed to escort you from class to class and help you get used to the place.” He cocked a smile but I could plainly see he wasn’t excited about this…and neither was I. But I guess that’s how it feels to be in a new school…and new state.
A bell rang and I didn’t know whether it was for changing class or a fire alarm. It was quiet long and irritating. The blue and white fox nudged my shoulder and said, “C’mon, It’s just a fire drill…oh and the names Trevor by the way.” He walked me to the front door as I said, “Well, my names Aaron.” I opened the door and I was hit with the same cold I escaped not to long ago. My fur was thick so I was warm...it looked like Trevor was the same. Despite the cold the sun was warm and it hit my face full on, warming me from that point downward. The front of the school was a large grassy knoll; nothing to special about it except for a couple soccer goals on either side on the knoll. We were walking towards a fence that separated the grass from the ditch and paved drive in.
After we reached the fence we turned to the school and watched the cavalcade of students, all different colors and species, walk out of the same door me and Trevor did. They all seemed to be irritated, mad; Trevor’s voice came from my left, “What brings you here?” “My family decided we needed a change. And it looks like this was the best thing they could think of.” “Well don’t worry, New York isn’t all bad.” I nodded and smiled. “What is there to do for fun around here?” I looked at Trevor who seemed to be thinking. At that moment I thought that if you had to think about it, there wasn’t much to do. He said, “Well…hmmm…hell I don’t know…maybe you should just come over after school. Me and my friends are going out anyway.” I thought about the idea. I’m usually a shy person but I accepted the invite anyways.
Trevor and me talked for a bit as the Fire alarm was going off and soon I saw a group of students walking directly towards us. Either Trevor didn’t seem to notice or he just didn’t care, he just watched them as I did and leaned on the fence. From what I saw he was very lean. From a far you would think he was a girl…and at first glance I did. He was wearing a darker blue shirt and rather tight pants. The pants made his ass show a lot, the thing about that is I couldn’t keep my eyes off of it.
I broke my own trance as the kids finally stopped in front of us. I looked at them and they looked at me. There was one guy that was a blue and white cat the asked Trevor something. I couldn’t hear what they said but I think it involved the label “New Student” They didn’t look at me with bad intent, they just looked surprised but one finally spoke up, he was a purple furred wolf that was holding hands with a purple vixen, “Who are you?” I looked at him and responded, “The name’s Aaron…I’m new here as you can tell.” I was very nervous. I didn’t know whether they were going to beat me up or leave me alone. I was really hoping for the second one.
My day went by fast. I got to know a lot of people and I gained new friends…easily. No problems seemed to come to mind; well…except for my parents…
As I walked off the bus, saying good-bye to Trevor and Yure; who was a light blue and white cat, he was actually pretty cute with his glasses and such. I started to walk to my house. It was a two story house and was painted white with black window and door frames. It was still very bright out and I could see only a couple other kids walking to there houses after getting dropped off. The cold of the late after noon was only attacking my face. The rest of me was covered in a heavy jacket and a belly. I was always a larger kid but I never cared about it. I never had crushes on any boy so I never had a reason to lose weight, I never tried to act sexy or cute I just acted like myself. But I think that a big part of why I don’t want to pursue a guy is…my parents. Never mind, as I think about it I did have a crush on someone…someone very close to me…but he’s long gone now.
I walked into my house and I was hit with a wave of warmth that quickly shot through my entire body, but I knew that, that was the only amount of loving warmth I was in for. I didn’t see anyone in the living room so I decided to make a break for my room. I shut the door behind me. The damned thing made a loud slam and the millisecond that sound echoed through the house my dad yelled at me, “Aaron, get your ass in here!” I cursed under my breath and reluctantly walked into the kitchen that lied just ahead of me. I was thinking back to some things that I did but none would get me into trouble, but my parents would inevitably find some unrelated, miniscule and stupid reason to yell at me or hit me.
I turned the corner and faced my dad and what I saw in his paw terrified me. He was holding my dildo.
I waited for a second as he stared into my eyes; pure anger, enmity and fury being conveyed just by this simple glare. The eerie silence was finally broken when he said, “Why did I find this in your room?” The tone of his voice sent me into a cold sweat. My heart was pounding and I knew I wouldn’t-COULDN’T answer the question. The kitchen was silent once again…awaiting my response.
The kitchen stayed soundless for a while. My dad getting more pissed every passing second. I could clearly see his face was red under his black fur. He finally stood up, “I SAID, WHY THE FUCK DID I FIND THIS IN YOUR FUCKING ROOM!?!” I was whimpering slightly, scared as shit, and wanting this to just end before getting hit. I never told my parents that I was gay…hell I never told anybody. I never wanted this life but it was how I was born.
I was able to force out a couple stammers and broken words but those just seemed to enrage him even more. He pushed me back and the force of it sent me flying. I was air born for a lot longer then I wanted to be and I finally felt the wall come up from behind my head. I hit the wall, full force, breaking a hole in the dry wall with my head. I was dazed but still conscious. I looked up at my dad whom looked like he was satisfied at what he did to me. Either it was just the fact that I couldn’t defend myself, I was half his size or he just liked hurting his own son.
I felt tears roll down my eyes but he just picked me up by the collar of my shirt and pulled me close to his face. He yelled, “NOW ANSWER ME, WHY WAS THIS IN YOUR FUCKING ROOM!?!” I didn’t answer again…I really wanted to but my brain seemed to just shut off, I couldn’t say anything but I felt everything. My dad slapped me and I yelped out in pain but I knew my dad didn’t care. He just hit me again and I felt the sting of his ring not only on my face, but also in my heart and mind. But it really didn’t matter how much he hit me. He always beat me. This was different though…he’s hitting me because he knows I’m gay, he just wants me to say it to his face so he can hit me again.
I start to stammer, “b-because…I-I-I’m…” “YOU’RE WHAT?!?” He slapped me again. At this point my face is hurting and I’m crying hard. Tears are flowing down my swollen cheeks and soaking my jacket…I’m not crying because he’s hitting me. I was thinking back to how good of a day I was having before I get home…the sad part is…going home is supposed to be the best part of a school day.
I looked up at my dad who had no sign of sympathy. I finally said, “Because I’m gay” He stared into my eyes; his face inert along with the rest of his body, thankfully. He finally said, “What did you just say?” His tone was the same breathy and low melody that sent a shiver down my spin. I worked up enough courage to repeat, “I’m-I’m gay dad.” He grabbed my tail that hide between my legs and started to drag me. I felt pain start to emanate from my tail and radiate to the rest of my spin. I felt my tail become dislocated and I cried out in tremendous pain. My dad remained expressionless.
I was crying and I felt the back of my head was wet. I managed to reach behind my head and feel what was wet. I looked at my paw pad and noticed it was blood. My dad started walking u the stairs, keeping my tail fixed in his strong paws. I felt the edge of the starts dig into my back and move up my spine as I was dragged up the stairs; my head hitting the edge of every stair. “Stop dad…Please…It hurts…Stop!” My desperate pleads for him to stop went unattended and seemingly unheard. He continued dragging me even when I was wailing and begging him to stop. He finally threw me into my room, he shut the door behind him and, as usual, he locked it from the outside so I couldn’t get out. But I think that it was best. I know I wouldn’t want to go anywhere.
I looked up at the ceiling, the bleeding from the back of my head finally stopped and my tears dried themselves. I felt as though I would never escape these walls that surround me. That every little thing that I would do, would end up with me getting hit or hurt in some way. My parents weren’t always like this. They were, at one time, very nice and caring but those days are long gone. I had a brother, Justin, who was two years older then me…
2 years earlier
“Hey Aaron what are you doing after school?” I look at my friend, Michael, who is smiling at me and sitting in front of me. I take a moment to think and realizing I had a lot of school work to get done I responded, “I have to do a shit load of homework but after that I think I’m free.” He nodded, “okay man, you should come over and hang out.” I agreed and looked outside. The image of passing houses and tees not registering in my head…only the thought of my bigger brother seems to show all over in my adolescent mind. The thought of Justin getting off of Football practice, sweaty and absolutely reeking of his musk was more then enough to get me aroused. I shook my head free of these thoughts and replaced them with, ‘What the Fuck are you thinking? He’s your fucking brother!’ I just recently started having ‘thoughts’ about my brother. He was an adopted wolf, and the moment I laid eyes on him…I loved him. He had the most enchanting emerald eyes and the pitch black fur surrounding his entire body was so captivating.
I sighed and finally SAW the images that were passing in front of my eyes. We were at a dead stop…in front of my house. I looked around quickly and noticed everyone was looking at me. Only Michael was cracking up. I chuckled, blushed, and started to walk to the front of the bus. I heard Michael say, “What’s his name?” I giggled at the joke, wanting to say, ‘My brother’ but just walking off the bus.
I looked at my house and sighed, I get to see my brother naked to day because he always takes a shower after school…and I always sneak a peak.
I walked in and smiled at my dad who smiled back at me, “Did you have a good day at school?” I nodded, “Long though…what are we eating for dinner?” He looked at the clock and then back at me, “We’re going out tonight.” I nodded and walked up stairs to my room. Opening the door to my room I was met with Justin. He smiled at me, He was in nothing but a towel, and just about to get dressed. I couldn’t help but glance at his groin which was bulging. I knew he was well hung and seeing the outline of his sheath made me murr…a bit too loudly.
He looked at me, surprise and a bit of disgust, strewn across his pitch black face. He let out a nervous chuckle and he said, “Wh-What was that?” I had no good answer for that. I looked at him, stuttering and slightly panting. I smiled and finally said, “Ummm…nothing bro.” I chuckled and started to walk out of the room. Suddenly I felt his strong paw on my shoulder pull me back in. He pushed me into the wall and looked into my eyes. It looked like he had been crying a little while ago but I couldn’t tell. He looked directly into my eyes and for a second I thought that he would punch me, seeing the intensity of his glare.
Justin held me like that for a while, I was staring into his eyes and he was staring into mine. I’m not sure what was going to happen but finally he spoke, “Aaron…c-can you keep a secret?” My eyes darted from one side of his face to the other, I finally said, “Ummm yea Justin…What is it?” His head fell and he let go of me. I always knew how strong he was but I would always forget how heavy ‘I’ was. My legs buckled and I fell to my knees. I looked up at Justin, who fell back on to the bad, looking at the ground. It seemed like he was trying to force himself to say something. I stood up and sat next to him, placing my paw on his toned back, “What’s wrong Justin?” I was border lined between nervous and worried. “It’s just…I’ve been thinking…Ugh…I ended it with my girlfriend.” I sighed, “I’m sorry Justin…but those things happ” he stopped me, “Wait…I didn’t tell you why.” I looked at him; He was still staring at the ground. After a small pause that was filled with silence he let out a long sigh and looked back at me, “Aaron…I think…I’m…Ugh…Aaron…I think I’m Gay.”
My eyes grew wide and I had no idea on how to respond. The look in his eyes was replete with worry, terror and truth. I knew he wasn’t fucking with me. This was a dream come true but with every voice in me telling me to tell him that I was gay as well I said, “Well…I don’t have a problem with it Justin.” I smiled and he just wrapped his arms around me and started to cry into my shoulder. My heart started to beat a bit faster as his warm embrace crept its way deep into my body. I wanted to cry with him but I just couldn’t. Tears started to beckon my eyes lids for release but I kept them back. I placed my paws on his back and rested my head on the back of his. I didn’t want to let him go but he soon pushed away and looked me in the eyes, smiling, “You’re such a great Brother. You accept me no matter what, Aaron…I love you.” The meaningful words shocked me, but not because I never heard them…but because I never knew my brother cared for me so much. I smiled, still staring into his eyes and wanting to tell him the truth so badly. I just said, “a-and I love ya to bro.” I nervously chuckled and patted his shoulder. He kept his eyes on me and I started to feel a bit odd. I stood up, but he did as well. He wouldn’t let my eyes break our gaze and, unexpectedly, He lunged to me and pressed his lips into mine. My eyes shot wide open as I felt his paws reach around and grab my ass. I whimpered and tried to push him away but with every feeble attempt to get him to stop he just held me tighter. I whimpered a little louder as I felt his tongue enter my maw and rub against mine. I loved this but I knew it was wrong. I wanted this for so long but now that it’s here I don’t know what I should do.
My paws pushed and I squirmed but I couldn’t get him off of me. Finally I just gave into the kiss and started to allow his tongue have its way with mine. The taste of his saliva was even better then I ever imagined. His paws seemed to have a mind of there own but they knew exactly what they were doing. I wanted to put my paws around him but I couldn’t muster the strength to…I just stood there and enjoyed the kiss.
I smiled as he pulled away and started to say, “I guess you already know about me.” I blushed brightly and Justin saw this through my white and gray fur. He placed his paw on my cheek and I nuzzled into it. He smiled into my eyes and I did the same. I knew he loved me and he knew I loved him. But we loved each other more then brothers should. His beautiful emerald green eyes seemed to easily convey the love that he felt for me without the need for action or words. I let out a soft sigh and he just giggled. I finally broke the silence to say, “Justin, I’ve always had a crush on you. Since the day I met you and the day my mom and dad told me they were going to adopt you.” I could see a light turn on in Justin’s face as he replied, “Oh Aaron…I’ve always liked you…but I never wanted to accept the idea that I was gay. I hated being with Felicity, I liked her but I never felt as though it was right. I was always looking at other guys. I would always find myself wanting to suck a dick…but I never wanted to have sex with any other guy…” He smiled, “…but you.”
Present Day
A tear rolled down my cheek as the memories of Justin passed through my head and left there imprints that I wanted desperately to stay permanent but after a second…they vanished. The cold of the night crept its way into my room. Neither my dad nor my mom would pay the extra ten dollars to warm my room. I hated them…but I had no way to escape. I tossed in my bed, not able to get to sleep. I heard my dad come up to my room and open the door. I looked at him as he said, “You’re friends are outside. You might as well get out of the house before your mom finds out.” His glare was as cold as the air that made its way into my bones. I wanted to smile but I kept myself from doing so.
I grabbed my coat after my dad went to the bathroom and darted down stares. I couldn’t believe my dad would let me out of the house after what jus happened but I didn’t care…I had a ‘Get Out Of Jail Free’ card and I was going to use it. I opened the door to the outside and, again, I was hit with the cold that wanted to kill me in my room. But I was happy when I saw A car with all my new friends in it. They were waving at me and I started to run towards the car. Once I got to the passenger side door I opened it and got in. The car was nice and it was heated. The warmth slapped me in the face and for once, it didn’t make me cry.
Once I got in Donovan pulled out of the driveway and drove down the road…
…
I watched as the car sped away from the driveway. After a moment of recalling what happened an hour ago I fell to my knees and started to cry. I felt nothing but regret...Aaron was my own son and I have to abuse him because Janice hates him. The tears soaked my paws and started to run down my cheeks. I don’t know why Janice hated Aaron but all I know is that she doesn’t like him. I’m forced to hurt him or face losing my wife. She loved Justin…which is why I think she wants him to live a life of hell.
I look up at the picture of me and Aaron that was taken two years ago. I Never cared if Aaron was gay…He was my son and I loved him. Although seeing him with Justin was something I couldn’t comprehend at the time I still didn’t care. Janice wanted to rip me and my very own son apart because Aaron caused Justin to move away…and it seemed like Janice loved Justin TOO much.
I stared at Aaron for half a minute before I punched the ground and said, “Fuck you Janice!!!”
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I looked at Trevor, who was sitting in the seat behind me, and said, “What are we going to do?” He smiled and said, “Secret.” He giggled and so did I. At this point I knew Yure and Trevor were both Gay but both were taken. Trevor was with a pink and white fox named Steven and Yure…Well I didn’t really know…but I know he said he was taken…then again his accent is so entrancing I wouldn’t catch a word he would say without getting lost in it.
The car was VERY nice, it was a black Jeep Grand Cherokee and an all black interior. I really wanted to ask Donovan how he got it but I didn’t want to bother. Instead he asked, “How did you get that welt?” I glanced at him, “What?” He chuckled and poked my cheek, feeling a stinging pain instantly, “That, How did you get that?” I grimaced and touched the area were the pain originated. I hated my dad and decided it was best to just tell the truth. I turned and looked out the window just as the car got quiet and the only sound that there was, was the light rumble from the engine and the tire rolling across the paved road. I sighed, watching lights pass by and leave that trail in your eye that seems to just get brighter every time you blink. “My dad…He…He beats me over the smallest things. A mess on the table would mean I get a slap…and today…I told him I was gay…” Tears start to flow from my eyes and I felt as though I didn’t matter to anyone in the world. Like as if I was meant to be alone for the rest of my life…but I knew I didn’t have to live my life in pain…because after all…Pain is inevitable, Suffering is optional.
I looked back towards Donovan who was looking at me as he parked the car in front of a bowling alley. He had the look of disgust about his face. He finally said, “He beats you; How often?” I could see the look of disgust on everyone’s faces that mimicked that of Donovan’s. I took a breath and said, “Every day.” I burst into tears and put my head between my legs. I feel Donovan’s paw on my back and my door opens and soon I feel Trevor’s smaller paws around me. I just kept crying into my paws. The pain of what my dad did to me earlier finally coming through and cascaded out of me. “Oh don’t worry; we’re not going to take you back to that horrible ass hole.” I heard Trevor say. The sincerity of his voice made me think that I didn’t have to deal with my dad or mom…but I knew I would have to. “B-but I have too. I don’t want to but I have too.” I sniffled and looked up just as Yure took me into a hug. I instantly wrapped my arms around him and cried; letting all the feelings of loneliness and years of hurt fall and flow down the shoulder of Yure as I hold him close. His accented voice came over my sounds of crying, “It’s going to be okay. That asshole…you don’t have to go back there if you don’t want to okay Aaron?” I quieted my crying enough to say, “Okay.” My tears inevitably stopped as the love of my new found friends surrounded and filled me. I pushed Yure away just enough to lift my head and look around. Everyone was smiling at me, Trevor, Donovan, Michelle and Yure. I knew that I’d be alright…and I knew I’d never have to go back to my mom or dad.
Two Years Earlier
I push Justin away slightly and look at him. The shock of the words he just said echoed in my head and even the room. “You want to have sex…with me?” My feelings were mixed between horror and relief. I didn’t know if I could handle Justin. I didn’t even know if I’d look any where near attractive nude. He just took my paw and said, “Yes Aaron. You’re the only person I want to be with and you’re the only person I want to lose my…virginity to.” He blushed and so did I. I never knew he was a Virgin, given that he was with Felicity for a year. I was curious, “I thought you would of…you know…’Done it’ with Felicity.” He shook his head, “No, The entire time I was with her I never actually ‘been’ with her. I just never felt like I wanted to because I never felt it was ‘right’ and now I know why.” I nodded, not knowing what was going to happen next. “Justin, how big are you?” I felt as though it was an extremely immature and stupid thing to ask. He pushed me on my back and said, “I can tell you…or I can show you.” He smiled softly, but I just whimpered and said, “Justin…we’re brothers…its wrong.” He put a finger on my lips and said, “Shhhh, We’re not blood brothers so it’s totally okay.” I whimpered a bit more, not wanting this right now. “Justin, I don’t think I’m ready.” He smiled nervously and backed away. “Okay…I’m sorry.” I lowered my ears, fearing I hurt Justin in some way, “No, I’M sorry… I’m just not ready…maybe soon okay?” He nodded but kept my paw in his. I felt horrible for denying him something he wanted for so long… and I hated myself for it as well. I stood up and stared at him as he just stared at his empty paws. ‘Awww fuck it!’ I thought to myself and said, “Will you be gentle?” His ears perked up and he looked right at me, his tail wagging, “Yes! Brother, I would never want to hurt you.” I smiled at how happy he got and sat back down next to him.
He took me into another kiss and started to caress my back. I was uncomfortable but that changed as I felt him fully put his strong arms around me and pull me into his chest. I started to feel safe and loved in his arms. The taste of his saliva was over powering and made me want more. I had no care in the world, only focusing on Justin and his tongue. I lay down with him as he worked my shirt off. The warm air surrounded my naked, furry upper body as his paws roamed my chest. The feeling of his tongue and his roaming paws made me melt, totally giving myself to him. I felt his large tent tip poke my thigh and I parted from his lips, “Justy, can you take them off?” I nervously smile, not wanting to make any movement seeing as how he seemed more ‘experienced.’ He grinned widely and unbuttoned his pants, pulling them down. I was able to see his large cock tent his boxers and poke through the gap in them. I murred and narrowed my eyes, visually stimulated.
I started to work my pants off but just as I gripped the waist of my pants, his larger paws un-buttoned them and slid them off of me. I blushed at the look on his face when he saw I wasn’t wearing any underwear. He gave my smaller member a lick which sent a plethora of pleasure shooting through me. “Oh! Justy…I-I’m sorry for my size.” He looked back up at me, “Why? It’s perfect Aaron.” I smiled, feeling better about it. I felt his tongue wrap around my throbbing member and soon, the warmth of his maw enveloped it. I moaned and gripped the bed sheets. “Oh! Justy…Ohhhhh” I didn’t know what to do. My senses were overwhelmed with different feelings of pleasure I have never felt before. I didn’t know whether I should reciprocate in anyway or just let him do what he’s doing. I decided to ask him, “J-Justy, W-what I’m I supo…” He put his index finger to my lip to gesture me to stop worrying. I took the hint and laid back to enjoy this.
It seemed like the room was spinning, caused by just how much pleasure that was flowing through me. His warm mouth and thick saliva surrounded my hardened member, making me warm through out the rest of me. I have never felt so good in my life, nor did I think I would ever feel this good. My moans were long and soft, expressing just how much I loved it. My heart was racing and my panting increased…I was close…and Justin knew it due to my growing knot. I was rather embarrassed at how short I lasted but seeing as how I have never felt like this before I didn’t really care. I placed my paws on my chest just as I let out a yelp of bliss. My cock started to spasm and I felt an intense tingling sensation emanate from my saliva covered member. “Oh Justy…I’m going…Oh Fuck, I’m going to cuuuum!” I tried to push his maw off of my member but it was useless and the second I placed my paws on his cheek to try and push him away again I felt a strong spasm that let me know I was to late. I could see that Justin was swallowing it all. I could see his esophagus move as a ‘gulping’ sound came from him….My brother was swallowing his little brothers seed.
I lay back, captivated from the events that just unfolded in front of my eyes. I was still panting but not from exhaustion, but from overpowering pleasure like none I’ve ever felt before. I stared up at the ceiling, not really SEEING the ceiling as my mind depicted images of Justin swallowing my kitty cum. I felt his mouth release my cock and the warm air surround it as it fell limp against my belly. I soon felt his arms around me and his large paw on my chest. I looked over at Justin whom had the smallest trace of cum on his black maw. “T-That was amazing Justin.” He kissed the side of my maw, which instantly made me blush. “Well I just wanted to make my little brother feel good.” He chuckled and held me close. I felt so safe with him, like, I wouldn’t have to worry about any of the bullies in my school…the cold of the outside…or even the pain of being alone. The warmth of his strong, lean and toned body intermingled with the warmth of my pudgy, weak and seemingly grotesque one. For the first time in my life…I felt loved.
Present Day
The bowling alley was like any other you’d see; a snack bar, Natural hard wood flooring and, surprisingly, a clean aroma about the air. I glanced at Donovan and Michelle as they were renting shoes. I, Trevor and Yure would walk over to the red cushioned seats just behind the alleys to sit and talk. I couldn’t see any familiar faces from my past and I don’t think I wanted to either. Most, if not all, of my family knew about me and seemed to shun me whenever they saw me. It hurt every time I’d see the look on a relatives face when I’d walk through there door. The only face I ever wanted to see was Justin’s…but at this point…that was just a pipe dream.
“Hey Justin, are you okay?” I break my gaze into the non-existent distance and look at Yure, “Oh uh yea…I am…Just…Day dreaming.” I chuckled and let the smile fade. I heard him ask “Day dreaming of what?” I tried to remember but I couldn’t. I knew it was about something. I would always have these mini black outs were I seem to be in a place I never saw before. I say, “Oh nothing important” After he nods and starts to talk to Trevor about something he and his boyfriend would do, I rest my head on my paw and try to think. I knew I was in a restroom stall…but where? I could never figure that out. I knew something was there but I just couldn’t find out what. These dreams would always worry me…sometimes I would think I’m going insane and at times…I do.
6 months earlier
I awake in a cold sweat, my body is trembling and my vision is blurred. I seem to have no control over my body. I know I must get somewhere…I feel something pulling me in a certain direction but I just can’t figure out where. I finally turn on the bed lamp and sit on the edge of the bed. My fur is matted from constant tossing and turning. I shake my head, attempting to free my head of the sluggish feeling that wanted to hang about in my head. I was panting and my head was swimming with every shake I administered myself. “God, what the hell happened?” I asked myself, not sure whether or not I got any sleep. I felt sluggish, scared, and wide awake but all at the same time…Exhausted. I wasn’t sure if I really wanted to stand up but I did anyway. I felt top heavy and as if my equilibrium was off, full tilt. I couldn’t take two steps before becoming light headed but I forced myself through it and walked to the bathroom.
At first I couldn’t recognize what the image in the mirror was until a minute after stepping in front of it. I was scared, this never happened to me before. I turned on the faucet and let the water run cold. I cupped my paws to catch so water and I splashed it on my face. The tiredness and sluggish feeling was chased away with the cold water. I took a deep breath and exhaled, my body was still cold so I decided to take a shower. I had no idea what time it was or if I would go back to sleep…Then again, I was too scared to do so. Everything seemed to stabilize but I was still cold. I wasn’t sick or anything, it was something else causing me to be cold…but I didn’t know what it was.
The sound of the water starting was a relief; finally, the eerie sound of nothing was broken and I could finally feel a little bit normal. I put my paw into the running water to feel if the temperature was right. The slight burn and steam that I felt and saw told me it was just right. I needed a shower, my fur was damp from sweating and I knew I must have stunk. I pulled the shower curtains aside and stepped in, my chest getting covered in the hot water and quickly moving down my body, I let out a soft murr and fully step in. The water seemed to wash the feelings of fear and worry that filled my cold body. “Muuuuuch better” I chuckled to myself and started to run my paws through my fur, cleansing it of the concern filled sweat.
My shower was just long enough to make the water get a bit colder. I decided it was enough and turned the water off. I looked down at the draining water and I seemed to just black out…
‘I’m sorry for leaving you like that. I’m not sure what our parents did to you but I’m sure it wasn’t good. Please contact this number…’
I suddenly snapped to it. I was behind the wheel of my car and was driving down a highway. There seemed to be an eerie absence of cars around me. I looked at the dashboard clock and saw that it was 3:17 AM which would explain why there would be a small amount of cars on the road but not like this. I had no idea where I was going. My body didn’t belong to me; it was controlled by something else. I was scared I was going to end up crashing head first into a divider or something. I was wide awake but I couldn’t move my arms, but something else could. I decided to just let them drive me to where ever they were going.
Buildings passed by for what seemed like hours before I finally came up on a brand new building that opened up. I couldn’t read what it was all about because I was taken into the parking lot with a sharp, abrupt turn. There were little to no cars in the parking lot and yet I seemed to just turn into the farthest parking space possible…but that really didn’t matter to me. I wasn’t controlling me…something else on the inside was.
I opened the door and stepped out. It was the summer so the night was warm and the sky seemed void of stars due to the amount of lights in the city. I started to walk to the dimly lighten building which seemed to grow larger with every step I took.
The parking lot was mostly vacant; some cars that were being sold by there owners and some homeless folks that were walking around, either drunk or looking to get drunk. I heard a raspy voice come from my left, “Hey sonny boy, get ya ass over here and help me.” I glanced to where the voice was coming from and spotted a silhouette, a bit grungy and raggedy, like the clothes he was wearing were sloppy seconds from a bar fight victim.
The figure walked towards me and I started to see his face; his face fur was dirty and clearly greasy, His eyes were blood shot, he had a limp and it looked like he was ten years older then he really was…he had one of the most wizened faces I have ever seen. He said, “Okay, good, I got your attention…now I must tell you something.” He limped closer and I started to get a foul smell like no other. I tried to pretend that I didn’t smell it and started breathing through my mouth…but then I tasted it and I gagged. “Yea I stink, and you smell pretty, but I’m not here to exchange smells.” He pointed to the building I was going towards, “You’re going to try and get into that building aren’t you?” I was flabbergasted, I really had no idea what I was doing but he apparently did, “Yea…And?” I look the guy in the eyes as he says, “I’ve broke in there many times Sonny boy, I know where every thing is in that place. After all, I helped build it.” I was confused, “If you helped build it then why are you…like you are?” I pointed to his god awful clothes and pointed out the fact that flies hung around him…a lot. He just laughed, “Once you get to be my age, you see this city as it truly was meant to be…a rabid dog, looking for its next meal. I had a job and I had money…but that was all taken away with a simple court summons, but I’m not complaining about my life right now. I’m 67 and I haven’t got a single regret in this world.” He smiled and I could see many of his teeth were missing. “Well, you said you can help me get into this building right?” I didn’t want to go into the building but my body was being hijacked by something…or someone. He rubbed his hands together and grinned even wider then he was smiling, “I’ll get you in there…But I’ll need to get some cash for it.” I reached for my wallet and he laughed…
‘…349-4427, It’s my cell number. I can’t leave you like this. I know you’re life must be hell with them and it’s my job now to help you get out of it.’
I seemed to come to inside a bathroom stall. It was dimly lightened and I could see I was folding a piece of paper and setting it inside the toilet paper dispenser. I had no idea where I was. The walls on either side restricted my view of what lie just behind them. I didn’t know if there were more stalls or just an endless abyss…and with everything that happened so far, the ‘abyss’ actually sounded plausible.
Present day.
The night was going very smoothly; I got to know my friends a lot better, I was able to escape the hell of my house and the welt on my face started to go down and stop stinging so much. I had a smile on for a long time…it’s the longest time I ever held a smile that wasn’t forced. I looked at Trevor, “Hey…ummm…how did you and Steven meet?” he sighed and looked like he was thinking, “maybe a couple weeks ago. He came up to me one day and asked me out. We dated for a while and soon…we became boyfriends.” He giggled and so did I. I really wished someone would do that for me…but no one ever did.
We all were watching Donovan and Michelle bowl since they wanted to. Donovan was good and so was Michelle. They looked so happy together…I was happy for them but on the off side, Jealous. I wanted to be important to someone and I was. But I no longer have Justin, My own brother. After what happened two years ago he spent a week in the same house then just disappeared. I never heard of him and I cried almost every night afterwards. I would sob because I thought he hated me…and I think he did. The last thing he said to me was ‘Bye’ and that was it.
I was snapped out of my day dream again when I heard a new voice call my name. I looked up and glanced around. I hen laid eyes on a pink and white fox. He had his arm around Trevor and another on his thigh. He was smiling at me, “You Aaron?” I nodded, “Y-Yea…who are you?” He said, “Steven…but I’d prefer that you call me Stevie Kay?” I nodded again, clearly blushing though my white and black stripped fur. “So you’re new to this state is that right?” “Yea…Me and my family moved here just last week.” He nodded slightly and looked down at Trevor. Again I felt a tinge of jealousy. I could see both were deeply in love. I wanted that so bad. Trevor leaned up and kissed Steven. I could see people were staring but it also seemed that they didn’t care.
The entire ally was filled with the sound of bowling balls hitting and sliding along the hard wood floor. Some times there would be a loud cheer if someone got a strike, other times there would be a cascade of laughter anytime someone would get a gutter ball. I wasn’t really listening to the people around me…my mind was else where.
Two Years Earlier
Justin crawled on top of me and I nervously spread my legs for him. I was scared, to say the least, and I really didn’t want to do this…but I also knew I always wanted this. He put his warm paw on my cheek and smiled, “You don’t have to let me do this Aaron.” I placed my smaller paw on his muscular forearm, “I know…b-but…I’ve always wanted to ‘be’ with you, I would always fantasize about you doing this to me” “Okay…but if it hurts to much, tell me to stop okay?” I nodded and started to pant. The realization of what was going to happen overtook my senses. I wanted it but at the same time didn’t want it THIS fast. I felt his large and preing tip press against my entrance. I was hit with an instant shockwave of pleasure. I let out the lightest moan possible and I clung to Justin. He pushed his tip into me and I yelped just from the amazing amount of pleasure. Justin heard this and stopped, “Are you okay Aaron?” “Yes Justy…I am.” I rub his back to let him know I wasn’t lying. He proceeded and pushed the rest of his head into me. The amount of pleasure I was feeling was amazing. My whole body was slightly shaking due to the delight of having my brother finally enter me. I felt myself push into him and I amazed myself. It hurt a bit but the pain was masked by the fact that Justin was licking my neck, which made me giggle into his ear. He kept licking my neck and pushing into me. I relaxed as much as possible and let him enter. The feeling was better then anything I ever imagined. His breath was hot on my neck as he panted. “Oh Justy…I love you!” His voice was breathy and it felt just as amazing on my chest “I love you to Aaron.” He started to lick my chest while his cock disappeared into me. He hilted himself and stopped moving altogether; he was letting me adjust to him and, with how big he is, It was a good idea. I was panting more then I’m used to and I felt a bit like passing out. I was flooded with pleasure that I never felt before. I looked at him as he lifted his head. I smiled at him and he took me into a kiss. I wanted this to last forever…My brother inside me and kissing me. I loved him and he loved me and it seemed as though nothing was going to change that.
I heard something pounding but I knew it was my heart…I was totally in love and I knew my body was new to this feeling…suddenly the door swung open and I saw both my mom and dad standing in the entrance…
Present day
“Hey…I’m going to the restroom real quick.” I said to my friends that were sitting on the cushioned bench. I stood up and started to walk to where the restrooms were located. Large, Boy, Girl signs identified which restroom was which. Naturally I walked into the section marked ‘Boy’ and turned the curved, small hall. The restroom was kinda run down…but it was normal for a bowling ally restroom, and of coarse there were condom dispensers on the walls. I had no need for them anymore so I just walked past to a stall. I was embarrassed to pee in a urinal because of my size. I walked into the first stall and what I saw horrified me. The toilet was flooded with a brown foulness I couldn’t even begin to describe…nor did I want to look at the mess any longer then I had to, to try and describe it. I stepped out of the stall and took a deep breath, escaping the proximity of the horrid odor. I tried my luck with the second one. I opened the stall door but this time the toilet was covered in a plastic cover and had a note taped to it that read ‘Out of Order’
I sighed and tried the last stall. This time the toilet was actually clean. But the stall was strewn with notes carved into the brick of the back wall and the metal of the stall walls. Some of the notes would just say ‘For an easy piece of ass call this’ and there would be a number which would probably be to a out dated phone number. I just looked up to the ceiling and unzipped my pants. I pulled them down just far enough to let my member escape. I lightly gripped it and relaxed my bladder. Some of the profanities upon the walls made me laugh. Some were just people calling each other ass holes or cock suckers or anything childish. One made me laugh in particular and, due to my size, I accidentally pissed on my paw. I sighed and held it away from me, cautious not to get any of the urine on my clothes. After the last bit of piss left me I worked my button back on with my free paw and looked around. I happened to see an old TP dispenser. It looked like as if it wasn’t replaced in ages. I bent over and started searching for some toilet paper in the first compartment. ‘Fuck’ I thought to myself and decided to look in the second one. Again I found nothing. “Fuck!” I kicked the thing and stepped out. Just then I heard something fall out of it. I glanced back and saw a faded piece of paper. I thought nothing of it but I recognized the writing. I wasn’t to sure whose it was but I knew I just had to at least pick it up. I walked back in, bent down and picked it up. The thing was covered in dust and on the front flap it read ‘Aaron’
My heart raced; I’ve never been to this bowling ally, how could I have picked up a note that was meant for me? I was here only a week and I hardly knew anybody. I slowly opened the folded note. Dust seeming to just pour out. I opened it fully and saw that it was truly meant for me because it had my first and last name on it.
‘Aaron, I’m sorry for leaving you like that. I’m not sure what our parents did to you but I’m sure it wasn’t good. Please contact this number 349-4427, it’s my cell number. I can’t leave you like this. I know you’re life must be hell with them and it’s my job now to help you get out of it. I love you Aaron, I always have. I thought about you everyday I was gone. I miss you Aaron…I really hope you get this note.’
I burst into tears as I saw who wrote it. I instantly went for my cell phone and dialed the number. I wasn’t sure whether I was ready to hear his beautiful voice again. The tears seemed to just flow freely off of my cheeks, like, a damn just gave way. The song ‘If You Only Knew’ was playing and I was elated that his number wasn’t disconnected or changed. I waited, for what seemed like and eternity, before I finally heard, “Hello?” I let out a sigh of relief that I was holding in for the length of the short ring tone, “Oh JUSTIN!” I practically shouted, “I Got your note!”
3 hours later
I was talking to Justin for hours before I finally came out of that restroom. I could see that many people have left since I disappeared into that dank restroom. I saw Yure walking around aimlessly and it looked like he was looking for someone…that being me. “Hey Yure, Over here!” I yelled. It instantly caught his attention and he looked at me and said, “Hey, we’re going!” I nodded and jogged to him. I was happy enough to go home and face my dad because Justin was already going to be there…waiting.
Me and Yure walked out of the sliding doors and towards the only car in the lot. The cold of the outside failed to make its way into my body because I knew that this was going to be a good night…one way or another. The car was a still a ways off and I was confused and wondered why they didn’t pull up closer. But I got my answer when I heard a voice come from my left, I looked and saw an raggedy guy smiling at me, “Did you get his note?” I turned to him completely and replied, “What? What note?” I didn’t know what he was talking about. “That young black wolves note the one I helped him break into that building to write. What was his name?” I slowly walked over to the guy, not knowing what his intentions were…if any, “What are you talking about?” He chuckled and it sounded hoarse, like he hadn’t had a single drink of water in a month, “About five or so months ago a young, pitch black wolf came by and it looked like he had bad intentions, either that ‘He’ was controlling him.” He pointed to the sky and smiled at me. His teeth were in horrible shape. “What…God? And who are you talking about?” He scratched his head and said, “I think his name was Justin.” My heart raced when I heard that name. “Justin?” “Yea Justin you Deaf little bastard” I was hurt by the comment but he just laughed. “He came by and he said that he needed to get into that building. I helped him and he told me almost everything. I knew something was wrong with him, what with the way he was acting. But I also knew that ‘He’ must have been doing it for a good reason. And I can see what that reason is now.” He smiled and outstretched his paw. He gestured me to come a bit closer. I was hesitant at first but he said, “Get over here, I’m not going to rape you or anything.” I slowly inched my way to him, He finally grabbed my wrist and I jumped slightly but his grip was very firm and my wrist seemed glued to his paw. He put something in my paw and said, “Don’t open it until you get home, give it to your brother.” I looked at what he placed in my paw, it was covered in a brown, crumpled paper bag and it felt rather heavy for the size. I nodded in total compliance and put the object into my pocket. I had no idea what I was doing nor did I know why this guy was talking to me, but if what he said is true, then I guess it’s relevant. I shook his paw and started to walk to the car, which seemed to of gotten closer. I finally heard his voice say, “When everything is right…it will snow.” I didn’t know what that meant…but I didn’t care…I was going to go home and be with my brother…
…
I looked my wife dead in the eyes; nothing was going to keep me from saying what I needed to say, “Janice, We’re through. All you’ve done to this family was tear it apart. You threatened me with divorce whenever I wouldn’t punish Aaron for some of the most menial things. You only want to make his life hell because he drove Justin away. All you want to do is make sure Aaron doesn’t have another happy moment in his life again. I don’t care if Aaron is gay…you do. Get your shit and get out of my house.” I could see that she was not only pissed…but thinking. Thinking about what would happen if she killed me…if she killed what was left of my family. “FUCK YOU!” she pounced on me and started to scratch my face and what ever else she could get at. I felt the pain of each slash of her claws. I pushed her away and backed away enough to get out of pouncing distance. I felt something warm run down my cheek and I knew it was blood, but I didn’t care. I reached for the phone and picked it up. “It’s your choice, leave, or get arrested for assault.” I had my finger poised above the ‘send’ button after dialing ‘911’, ready to press it at any second. She was breathing heavily and her claws were still erect and bloody. I stood there, emotionless and staring directly into her eyes. I knew that she wouldn’t give in to me, but I also knew she was terrified of jail. I noticed a tear roll down her cheek just as she ran up the stairs.
I sighed and sat down, putting the phone back onto the receiver and pressing a rag against my cheek. I pulled the rag away and saw that it was nearly soaked completely in blood. I shook my head in disbelief. I heard some rustling coming from upstairs and some crying, but all I did was smile. It felt good to finally stand up to that controlling, manipulating bitch.
The noise upstairs finally dissipated and all I heard was the quiet patter of blood dripping onto the kitchen floor. “You’re not going to throw me out you Son-of-a-bitch.” I looked up, seeing Janice with a large revolver, aiming it at me. My heart started to pound and I felt my paws shake out of fear. I stood up slowly, “Janice, Put that down.” I knew she could easily see that I was scared. This just seemed to please her, “SIT DOWN!” I didn’t do so, instead I slowly walked to her, and not 100% sure she was actually going to pull the trigger but betting against the odds that she wouldn’t. “Please Janice put. The. Gun. Down.” I saw, for a millisecond, the hammer pull back and shortly after I heard a deafening blast throughout the kitchen. I felt an excruciating pain emanate from my leg, I couldn’t determine were but I knew it was in my right leg. I fell to the floor and yelled out in complete agony. She pulled the fucking trigger…and I knew she would probably do so again.
She walked to me and put the muzzle against my head, “I don’t get left, I only leave.” She pulled the hammer back and I just closed my eyes, wanting to be free of this pain, this hell, this night.
Just as she was putting pressure on the trigger she suddenly fell forward and over me. I glanced up and only saw a black figure standing there and outreaching there paw. My vision cleared enough to allow me to see who it was…Justin.
…
The object in my pocket was giving me a sense of worry, I had no idea what it could be…did I WANT to know? Was I meant to hold it? I had no clue, all I knew is that I must give it to Justin and not lay eyes on it until it’s in his paws. I kept fingering the object, the paper bag was degraded and crumpled enough to the point that I could make out the tiniest details…but my fingers weren’t skilled in anyway so it just felt like holding a lumpy rock. “Hey, why do you keep holding your pocket?” I glanced back at Trevor whom was staring at me, “Oh no reason” I instantly took my paw off of my right pocket and just stared out side. “Hey Trev” I looked back at him as he sat back, “What?” “Why do you love Steven?” I saw that I let out a silent sigh, “Well…because, I have been with a few guys before him and I would always delude myself into thinking that ‘He could be the one’ but it never turned out that way. They would eventually get tired of me or they just found someone better.” I could clearly see that a tear broke free of his eye lids and rolled onto his cheek, “Steven was the only one to really express his love for me. He stayed while the others would have left. We haven’t been together for too long but I know that he’ll stay with me.” He blinked and another tear fell and stained his cheek. I turn my body to get a bit more comfortable with how I was contorting my neck in order to look at Trevor, “Though I still don’t want to give him my heart totally. I’ve been left by so many that I don’t want it to be scared again. But I know I will eventually” A smile stretched across his face, I smiled back. “Have you ever been in love Aaron?” I heard Michelle ask. I glanced at her and said, “Yes I have, His name is Justin.” I was hesitant to say that he was my adopted brother because they might drop the ‘Adopted’ and only hear ‘Brother’ but I just went for it anyway, “He was my Adopted Brother and the first day he walked into our house I loved him.” I paused to see if anyone was disgusted by me being in love with my ADOPTED brother. I just saw that everyone was listing intently and waiting for my next sentence. I sighed and continued, “Every day I’d find myself staring at him or fantasizing about him. I absolutely loved him but not just because he looked good but because he would ACT like I mattered. I had a blood brother before him but he was always a dick to me. My real brothers’ name is Jason, He moved out when I was 12. I only remember being treated like shit by him. He’d always pick on me about my weight and my size.” I blushed…as did everyone else, “I never felt connected to him…but my dad was. They did almost everything with together. My dad loved us both a lot but I think he loved Jason more. I didn’t compare to Jason but I did matter to my dad.” I smiled at everyone, “Justin was Jason’s replacement and I was thankful for it. Justin’s family was killed in a car accident and we adopted him.” I finally sat back down and noticed we were turning into the driveway of my house. I could see the door was open and a car was parked out on the front street. My eyes grew big and I thought that someone was killed.
I fumbled to open the door, only to find that it was locked. I heard it unlock and I bolted out of the car and towards the open front door. I Stopped in my dead sprint and watched as my mom walked out of the house and towards the awaiting car. Her face wasn’t happy and she even shot me a dirty look, “You little fucking brat, this is all your fucking, god damn fault.” I watched as she raised her paw and then she slapped me. My head was sent ajar and I fell to the ground from the force of the slap. I shook my head and saw that everyone in my friends’ car was instantly out of it and was rushing over to me. I took Donovan’s paw as he lent me it. I stood up and glared at the back of my moms head as she walked to the car, opened the passenger seat door, got in and disappeared into the dark of the night. I was totally bewildered and didn’t know what just happened. Did both of my parents just leave? Or did my dad stay? I really wanted to just be alone with Justin…if he’s here or even coming.
I looked at Donovan, whom was still staring off into the distance were the car disappeared into. He finally turned and smiled at me, “Lets get you inside Aaron.” He firmly held my paw and even helped to support some of my weight. We both walked in and I laid eyes on one of the most beautiful wolves in the world…Justin.
Hot tears ran down my cheeks and I took off towards him, finally reaching him and wrapping my arms around his slim body. I burry my face into his chest as I felt his arms wrap around me. I cried into his chest and just savored the moment I had with my brother. The kitchen was filled with waling and soon I heard Justin say, “Don’t worry Aaron, I’m not going anywhere…” He pushed me away slightly, only enough to look into my eyes, “…At least not with out you.” He smiled so softly and I finally felt what I’ve always wanted since he left two years ago…love.
I finally calmed myself down so that I can say, “Justin, I missed you so much, I always thought about you…god I love you!” He just chuckled and a grabbed my paws. I let his fingers interlace with mine. He stared directly into my eyes and somehow I felt like the stare was all I needed. I inched my way to his muzzle and soon I finally felt his lips against mine. The warmth filled me and the love of his paws and stare made me melt. I felt a paw on my back and I noticed it was my dad. He was smiling and had tears in his eyes, something I have never seen before. I was a little worried but then I felt him hug me, wrapping his long arms around me and Justin. Despite my mom leaving I felt as though our family was finally whole. Me and Justin broke the kiss and we just stared into each others eyes. I heard my dad say, “I’ll leave you two alone.” I glanced at him and he just winked at me. I blushed heavily and looked at Justin.
I felt so much love coursing through me and I never wanted it to go away. I took Justin into a hug and said, “Justin Mounts…Will you marry me?” I felt him hug back even tighter and he said, “Yes Aaron…I will”
70 years later
I smile at Drake and say, “We’ve been together ever since.” I look at Justin, who seems to have a tear in his eye. I knew he was remembering that day, how could we forget? “Well Drake, It’s time to go to bed.” I stood up and grabbed Drakes little paw, “Awww but dad, I want to hear more.” He was looking up at me and I just smiled, “You’ll hear more tomorrow okay?” I chuckled, “Oh Okay.” I set Drake into bed and tucked him in. I smiled at him and said, “Drake, You mean the world to me, you’re my only son.” I kissed his forehead and smiled once again as I noticed he was already asleep. Me and Justin never got tired of raising children and vowed to do so until we died. It’s been 60 years since we adopted our first son…and I really think that this might be our last. I shut off the lights and closed the door.
I walked back into the living room and saw Justin staring at the rough, uncut diamond around his neck. I never found out why I wasn’t supposed to look at it before I gave it to him but I’m glad I didn’t. The diamond was large and was tinted green, the diamond and Justin’s eyes were identical in shading and tone. I smiled and sat next to Justin, “Can you believe we’ve been together for 70 years?” I said, almost not believing the length of time myself. He took my paw, “Can YOU believe that you get sexier ever day?” I laughed as he did and just sat back. “Justin…it’s been 70 long years…do you regret any of them?” He looked at me and with so much sincerity he said, “No”
I smiled and stared into his eyes, not wanting to ever look away. Soon, though, I broke my gaze to stare at the diamond around Justin’s neck. It was beautiful…almost as much as the guy wearing it. That old, raggedy guy must have found it…or maybe ‘He’ made it. Whatever the case it was perfect. The diamond was big and it fitted him so well…but what made it special was that air pockets that were inside the diamond arranged and formed the words, “Justin, Aaron, Forever.” And I never knew it was possible…but it was
I finally glanced back outside and noticed something that hasn’t happened in years…it was snowing.
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