October Night
By Lizzard

In the half lit room,
I search.

Looking in the closet
I see what I want

Pulling it out examine if from the box
I know I found bliss

Sitting on the edge of the bed
Feeling the cold muzzle under my chin

There I sit, random thoughts in my head
Ready to enter the other world.

Looking blankly at the wall, nothing but white
Pulling the trigger back slowly

A faint yell as the barrel clicks
Eyes close as I fall…

Tru story of a night i wanted to end it all. If it wasn't for my friend who i was staying with that night..i wouldn't be here today. Thought I would share but you don't have to like it.