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Afraid to swim - by Gamer2
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gamer2 to draw lily again.
When I was at center parks recently a couple of people in my family went swimming, not all as some just wern't interested but some. I wanted to join them so bad, I wanted to slide the slides and go in the lazy river... but I was scared. Not of the water really but I was scared to wear a swimsuit.. I was scared how people would react as I'm far enough in my transition that I can't really boymode a swimsuit but not far enough to pass...
When I saw Miss Kimmy was doing a drawing stream I got the idea to commission her to draw lily scared of the water, figured I can turn something bad into something fun. Since she did little lily before I figured baby lily would be fun.
Got some plans to over come my fears that involve a beach trip and being little.. figure if i'm not being asked but instead told by a big Id actually face my fear.
gamer2 to draw lily again.When I was at center parks recently a couple of people in my family went swimming, not all as some just wern't interested but some. I wanted to join them so bad, I wanted to slide the slides and go in the lazy river... but I was scared. Not of the water really but I was scared to wear a swimsuit.. I was scared how people would react as I'm far enough in my transition that I can't really boymode a swimsuit but not far enough to pass...
When I saw Miss Kimmy was doing a drawing stream I got the idea to commission her to draw lily scared of the water, figured I can turn something bad into something fun. Since she did little lily before I figured baby lily would be fun.
Got some plans to over come my fears that involve a beach trip and being little.. figure if i'm not being asked but instead told by a big Id actually face my fear.
Category All / All
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Size 472 x 838px
File Size 114.4 kB
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