buncha rambling ahead :>

how the fuck do people draw and not feel the need to shade and make everything absolutely perfect.
like i drew this.. got it finished in like.. 20minutes or somthing.. and how the fuck can i feel naked on behalf
of a picture i drew?!
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I've had alot on my mind as of late. could be down to alot of things probably mostly feeling unwell
I dont actually get colds.. flus.. e.c.t but this is the first time ive actually been properly unwell in a long time
and fuck me has it knocked me on my arse! worst part! -coughing causing my chest to hurt a wee bit not a problem
until im coughing more offten than not
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thinking about my art in general and my ability to create.. from my style to what i would like to draw and the various ideas i have but..
I suppose im thinking my art is lacking.. creativity.. y'know like.. idk i guess im not fully satisfied with what im creating like im happy with it!!
but.. could i be doing more.. or somthing differently? not sure.
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