alternate title: "it doesn't matter."

it's a reference to a joke i do all the time where i say "you know how it is," when i, again, fail to explain something going on in my life in a way that can be easily comprehended by other people. or when i feel that i am failing at it. this is an ongoing problem in my life, and has been for as long as i've been alive. famously, every time i finished some long and rambling explanation with a pleading, "you know??" my therapist would always answer, "no, i don't."
this drawing is an expression of that (among other things).

you can fail to articulate an emotion in speech as much as you can in art. sometimes even more, and worse too!

i contemplated not posting it at all, but here it is regardless.

i think of FA as my most complete gallery, where i put things i care the most about, but not necessarily every trifling little thing in between. that's why i'm putting this here.

comments off cuz i ain't feeling it right now. sorry!!!!!