Pick what up? My jaw off the floor? Nanoff this looks fantastic!

O~ok yes mr death *bends down

Too dang hot <3

If I'm stuck with him for eternity and me dying isn't the end of my life and there is an afterlife? Then yes, I can die peacefully so long as I'm eternally embraced in someone's arms. I often get scared and feel hopeless that I will never find the man I love more than life itself, and even if I do my literal worst fear is them dying and me being left alone again. I wouldn't make it and I fear if I didn't die from heartbreak myself I'd actually become some sort of actual monster and threat to the entire world because my sole reason for existence was taken away from me. But I ended up with a husband and we stayed together or be reunited in the afterlife or if I was alone my whole life but Lobos Muertos came to keep me as his forever after my death, I wouldn't be so scared. Not even of death but just scared. I know Death is as natural and necessary as life is and the two are forever existing and neither side can ever be more than the other. But if there is anything after existence, if there is someone out there like this, certainly as much of a dreamboat as Lobos Muertos, then maybe I would be able to enjoy my life i have right now. I know nothing makes him angrier than those who don't appreciate what they have until he comes to collect them. Just like nothing makes me want to actually howl in agony than just wanting to enjoy the gift of life I have too, but I'm unable to because I dread of wasting it, of never fully using it, of wielding it properly or having the power and control to do so. And this is in large part because of my lived experiences in life which are anything but a gift and continue to haunt me and make me whimper is fear and sorrow. So having a man to stay with me and guide me and help me become who and what I'm really meant to be through my whole life and the two of us dying together at the same time so that death will not separate us, and allow us to be together for eternity, that would certainly be MY wish. And if anyone like Lobos Muertos is out there watching over me right now hearing my pleas right her and now, I beg them to make my wish come true. Somehow I think Lobos Muertos would actually approve and appreciate this wish and actually find me different from other people cause I chose this as my wish.
For that, I'd pick it up, sit, lie down, roll over, beg, or submit and surrender myself to this big manly beast any day, in every way. I don't want to be a bad boy, I just want to be a gud boi.
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