Hey folks! Found this old piece in a notebook and decided to share it here. Everyone goes through their own ups and downs in life as so do I... Since I'm stuck in this burnout/writersblock limbo for now enjoy this!
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This Odd Emptiness Of Mine

Why this emptiness?

What makes me to feel this way?

I feel this hollow loneliness eating away at me,

Like this monster that has turned into my constant companion of sorrow,

This feeling always centered yet deep in the darkness hiding in shadow,

Part of me fears that darkness is a dark room,

That the dark feeling of this monster is there waiting for me,

It just seems crazy but that's the best way I can put it,

It comes and goes a lot,

Like prowling around me trying to defend its' claim,

Yet sometimes it does comfort me strangely,

Always there but not to hurt me but there for me,

Solely next to me and paired to my side,

As loyal as a hound yet looks far more like a wolf,

Man and nature may never find their balance but I can find my own,

It's a strange feeling for me and probably is for others too,

It seems I'll always have my constant companion with me,

But I can live with it, I can live with my wolf,

At least we had each other in this crazy hellish world,

The darkness doesn't seem so scary with a friend,

That hollowness is just its den...