Have some feels i guess :P oh i wrote a sad poem before (i do sad and awful lot huh? xD) i drew this so here goes:

Gone are the days in which joy stays
There was no intention of permanence
That was our own complacency, ignorance
Gone now but might be back tomorrow
It would always seem like time borrowed
So now there is a price
Myriad, are the things that we sacrifice
All for a fleeting glimpse that must surfice
And do not be mistaken, it is not a blanacing act
It's not less of this and more of that
Once joy goes there is just an emptiness in its place
This is the truth that is often hardest to face
You do not force them, rather, just stuck in their orbit in empty space
Thrown about ad infinitum
The other being sorrow and its dominion
This we fight and long for its flight

I'm alone and longing but it is too fast to be a simple dualism
Instead it is more a flickering spectrum
Layered and deep, it avoids detection
The white light of it, is everything and nothing