
Jan 18 I got in the hospital again. I’ve been here for the past 16/20 days (got to go home for a few, with one of the tubes still in my chest, before coming back). They operated on my lung again, a more serious version of the procedure this time. It’s mostly working, but there’s still a leak in it that they can’t seem to fix, and so I’m still here. Borrowed iPad for this drawing, and I’ve got 2 tubes in my chest as of now. One of the tubes was one of the most painful experiences I’ve ever had. They only used a bit of numbing agent, and I could feel the entire thing going in. “Writhing” is the only word I can use to describe it, I was completely drenched in sweat, and the nurse who offered me a hand probably has bruises from how hard I was gripping her fingers. I missed the release of rain world downpour, and I’m gonna miss furality luma fest coming up soon. I might even miss my dad’s birthday. Every day is pain and exhaustion. I don’t know what’s gonna happen next, I thought this wasn’t supposed to happen again, but needless to say this is worse than any of the other times this has happened, and maybe the worst time of my life.
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I don't know if this will reach you or if you even check these comments but I've been following your Rain World content..., not even, your content in general for a while now because I found your videos to be a source of joy between the constant stress that I endured around me. It was definitely a source of comfort during times when I deeply struggled. Recently, at like 1 am in the morning my time, I remembered I used to watch your stuff a lot and wanted to find some other socials I could follow you on! That's when I stumbled upon your fur affinity and subsequently this post. It brings me such profound grief to read that you are in this state so much so that I am, admittedly, crying a bit. It feels like I'm losing an old friend. Or at least watching an old friend suffer. I know we are complete strangers and, yadah yadah parasocial relationships and what not, but I want to thank you for taking time out of your day to make those silly playthroughs and share stories with us that I would have never found myself. I sincerely hope you can fight whatever is plaguing you and wish you the fullest life one could live. You have done so much for me that words simply cannot express and once you are out of that damned bed I hope you'll be able to create to your heart's content.
You're a real one Lime, kick that rot in the ass
- KrolikDraws
You're a real one Lime, kick that rot in the ass
- KrolikDraws
I do see comments, and thank you for this. It's good to know that the goofy rain world/other game vids have helped out in some way: when I was still in the hospital I ended up watching a lot of youtube, and it really was the simple things like that that made it feel a bit more normal going from day to day. I hope that the stress isn't too bad right now, and if it is, that things can get better on your end too. If the little things like youtube vids help, then I'll be glad to get back to making them when I can. And I know not to make Pebbles' mistake, at least - tossing it into garbage wastes doesn't work!
(Also I can't see much of tumblr/twitter because I don't have accounts, but what I can see of your art looks amazing! Wings of fire is such a special series)
(Also I can't see much of tumblr/twitter because I don't have accounts, but what I can see of your art looks amazing! Wings of fire is such a special series)
I am not in that place anymore thankfully! Now I'm able to be my own person and play games like Rain World!! I am relieved that you're out of the hospital and back at it again, glad you didn't try anything dangerous like altering your entire genome haha.
Thank you!!! Your art is also fantastic, the way you draw realism and incorporate it into your style is beyond cool. I am actually trying to adapt, at least the first prologue of, Wings of Fire into a comic! It's....slow going to say the least but I am enjoying drawing Burn as menacingly as possible. I probably won't be able to get to the 3rd Bug Arc but I do have a scene in mind for my take on Cricket. Do you have a favourite dragon?
Thank you!!! Your art is also fantastic, the way you draw realism and incorporate it into your style is beyond cool. I am actually trying to adapt, at least the first prologue of, Wings of Fire into a comic! It's....slow going to say the least but I am enjoying drawing Burn as menacingly as possible. I probably won't be able to get to the 3rd Bug Arc but I do have a scene in mind for my take on Cricket. Do you have a favourite dragon?
Thanks, and that sounds like a big undertaking with the comic! My favorite's probably Snowfall. Her transformation over the course of book 14 completely won me over, and I lost it (in the good way) when she destroyed the great ice wall and the gift of order. Then there was the vision of Jerboa, which was easily one of the most unforgettable parts in the series. Oh, and the way Snowfall had been doubtful the whole book that she could be queen, but then finally learned in the end that queen Glacier really did trust her with the responsibility? I guess I love her cause she's like a representation of the icewings as a whole: living in constant fear and isolation, until things changed her to the point where she could start to break them out of that cycle. I like to imagine she'd be a great queen after the series ended. Who's your favorite?
It..issss.. but!! I've always wanted a Wings of Fire comic, or a dragon comic in general, and the official WoF comic series was not satiating that hunger so I'll just do it myself! Just gotta…sit down and be motivated again :,).
Don't get me STARTED on Jeobra iii!!! The way Tui wrote psychological horror in such a creative and gut-wrenching way went beyond my expectations! The severity of what she went through and ultimately how it affected her decision to remove animus magic entirely (at least for this generation), was so well executed. Especially her feelings towards her mother and Queen Glacier, the way that she can't even say with full confidence that she loved her mother but how easily Glacier accepted her and empathized with her MAN it's just very tasty writing. I do wish we got more coverage over Glacier and Jeobra’s relationship but it is what it is. Oh! And when Glacier was also talking about how much she trusted Snowfall with her tribe HIT me in the CHEST. The amount of unconditional love and respect she had for her children, which was rare if not unfathomable for Queens, was *chef's kiss*. I loved her for the little screen time she had, forever rest in peace Queen…..
Snowfall, for me, was annoying throughout the first half but I did enjoy how she grew as a character! I think what won her over for me was when she was talking about the moment she linked up with everyone's minds and felt their disapproval of her. When she understood that the role of being a Queen isn't given but earned in a sense. It resonated with me a lot. As for the ring itself, it was unique and an interesting way to change someone's perspective (literally) but the crown excuse at the end kind of made me a bit upset. I'd rather have her learn to befriend a Nightwing than have the fear of them be excused by animus magic.
Aghhh favourite dragon? Hm.....It's gotta be Jeobra iii actually now that I think about it. A close second is Moonwatcher and the third would be Turtle because I relate to how anxious they are haha. I'm fascinated by how both books dive into the ethics behind animus magic and how both of their abilities can be a blessing and a curse. It’s also my favourite troupe when characters with abilities don’t want to be defined by them. I love Moonwatcher but I detest how she ended up with Quibli, he's not one of my favourite characters but he’s at least not as low on my list as Whirlpool is. Little green freak, I hoped he enjoyed eel.
Sorry, I ramble a lot, it's not often I get to talk to someone about wings of fire.
EDIT: Now that I think about it Queen Coral loved her kids but she didn't respect them the way Glacier did
Don't get me STARTED on Jeobra iii!!! The way Tui wrote psychological horror in such a creative and gut-wrenching way went beyond my expectations! The severity of what she went through and ultimately how it affected her decision to remove animus magic entirely (at least for this generation), was so well executed. Especially her feelings towards her mother and Queen Glacier, the way that she can't even say with full confidence that she loved her mother but how easily Glacier accepted her and empathized with her MAN it's just very tasty writing. I do wish we got more coverage over Glacier and Jeobra’s relationship but it is what it is. Oh! And when Glacier was also talking about how much she trusted Snowfall with her tribe HIT me in the CHEST. The amount of unconditional love and respect she had for her children, which was rare if not unfathomable for Queens, was *chef's kiss*. I loved her for the little screen time she had, forever rest in peace Queen…..
Snowfall, for me, was annoying throughout the first half but I did enjoy how she grew as a character! I think what won her over for me was when she was talking about the moment she linked up with everyone's minds and felt their disapproval of her. When she understood that the role of being a Queen isn't given but earned in a sense. It resonated with me a lot. As for the ring itself, it was unique and an interesting way to change someone's perspective (literally) but the crown excuse at the end kind of made me a bit upset. I'd rather have her learn to befriend a Nightwing than have the fear of them be excused by animus magic.
Aghhh favourite dragon? Hm.....It's gotta be Jeobra iii actually now that I think about it. A close second is Moonwatcher and the third would be Turtle because I relate to how anxious they are haha. I'm fascinated by how both books dive into the ethics behind animus magic and how both of their abilities can be a blessing and a curse. It’s also my favourite troupe when characters with abilities don’t want to be defined by them. I love Moonwatcher but I detest how she ended up with Quibli, he's not one of my favourite characters but he’s at least not as low on my list as Whirlpool is. Little green freak, I hoped he enjoyed eel.
Sorry, I ramble a lot, it's not often I get to talk to someone about wings of fire.
EDIT: Now that I think about it Queen Coral loved her kids but she didn't respect them the way Glacier did
Ah yes Whirlpool, a fan favorite. I had one big problem when it came to animus magic itself - it lacked almost any rules aside from "you can't bring back dead dragons", which left room for so many potential plot holes. But the animus dragons themselves were interesting, and yeah it could be a blessing and a curse for sure. The Darkstalker book was an amazing example of how it could be used wrong by the big bad guy himself, but then used for good to fix things (Fathom's bracelet, bringing Indigo back etc.) That book as a whole was one of my favorites (alongside 14 of course). Moon was a pretty great dragon. Didn't care personally which one she ended up with, but I know some people make it a big debate over Qibli vs Winter
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