I am here again... Everything is so happy around today.
Sky is blue .. the sun shines and life goes on.
But i am here not able to see it.. just pains and a huge darkness inside me
Is that what love is supposed to give me?
I am living a hell everyday.... Always thinking of the lost.. the loved
Just a dream that doesn't exist anymore

Dear God .. why am i here'.... why do I have to live all of this?
I know I am not perfect at all... I am egoist and saddening
I got away from you and now I liuve this doom inside.

Dear God... my heart is more than broken
trampled, destroyed... humilliated and forgotten
but life is still ghere.... but I can't see it yet.
My God.. I am confused.... Please help me... You are the only one I canreally trust.
You never left me.. .but i did
You never forgot me.. but I did
You never replaced me.. but I did
I am a shame and I don't deserve to be your son.
I wanted to share love.. but I got vored by another thing.
Now I just see loneliness and sadness for me
Everyonbe I love is always away
But you never ... and I got away.... I am sorry.. cause all of this is my fault.
I trsuted everything less you... and now i have to learn my lesson
My God... Please sorry.. please help me.. cause I am suffering now.
I am nothing if you don't live with me.. inside me.
Help me accomplish my mission ion this world
help me love and forgive everyone
cause you do that everyday with us
even if we don't care.

Dear God.. I am yours. Help me find my future.. my destiny
and to be ready for everything that comes to me everyday
Ypu will never leave me.. You are always here.
I wanna smile.. I wanna be happy
Fill my heart and it will be full

Thanks for your supreme love.... and sorry for being so blind and deaf for it. No more!!! No more!!!!

In the Holy Name of Light.

Amen