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Understandable.
If I may chime in of something. Even when something's broken. We can fix it. Step by step if we must. Or by complete reforging if we must. Perhaps a part might be always broken, but with time. Perhaps a newer, better self may result. Armed with new skills to handle the challenges that plague us, day to day. Making the most of what we've got.
And... to be fair. While nothing deserves to live, nothing deserves to die either. We simply choose how we wish to conduct our lives, and adjust based on the world around us. There's always a way. So the only bit I offer is to never give up. Maybe take a break as you can. But never give up. ^v^
I do apologize, but I defer to others with respect to worrying of being abandoned or hated... I've just accepted that might be the reality, but I will continue on. Put my best self forth, and adaptively attempt to improve myself with time, and simply plan to operate alone. Appreciating help when it's provided. But not counting on it. Hoping "friends" don't stab me in the back, but always watching for it.
This all said...
I hope you find your way with time and help. ^v^
It is always lovely to see new art arise.
If I may chime in of something. Even when something's broken. We can fix it. Step by step if we must. Or by complete reforging if we must. Perhaps a part might be always broken, but with time. Perhaps a newer, better self may result. Armed with new skills to handle the challenges that plague us, day to day. Making the most of what we've got.
And... to be fair. While nothing deserves to live, nothing deserves to die either. We simply choose how we wish to conduct our lives, and adjust based on the world around us. There's always a way. So the only bit I offer is to never give up. Maybe take a break as you can. But never give up. ^v^
I do apologize, but I defer to others with respect to worrying of being abandoned or hated... I've just accepted that might be the reality, but I will continue on. Put my best self forth, and adaptively attempt to improve myself with time, and simply plan to operate alone. Appreciating help when it's provided. But not counting on it. Hoping "friends" don't stab me in the back, but always watching for it.
This all said...
I hope you find your way with time and help. ^v^
It is always lovely to see new art arise.
Ouch, I hate it when that happens, a horrible truth about the Internet is there's always going to be someone trying to hurt you in some way shape or form my advice is to try to ignore them and if they keep coming up use the block button that's what it's made for and I know that I'm no doctor but if it still hurts then you should check out I matter Colorado I know it's from a Spotify ad but it may or may not work I just don't know, but have a great rest of your day.
I've definitely had days like that before, wish I had something else to give you except encouragement to keep holding on but that's all I've got. You're loved and cared about by others and leaving will only pass your pain onto them while robbing yourself of any chance of being happy again. I'm sorry you have to deal with this, it's not fair but it's how it is and there's nothing to do but push through until the intrusive thoughts go away again.
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