You know that feeling where in just a second your whole mood shifts down? You say one sentence and you realize you shouldn't have said it. "Sorry" doesn't always help.

You know that feeling when you can't believe you've made the same mistake more than twice? You knew you should've learned and remembered but your memory failed to link the messeges.

You know that feeling when you try hard not to do something, but it only makes you do it more? You can try harder and harder to avoid it, but this is the only time it's best to give up.

You know that feeling where one loose bolt somehow causes a chainreaction to let the machine stutter? But you try to bolt back each screw in place... you might forget 1 or 2.

But, do you know that feeling when the memory that just failed you attempts to reach for redemption by holding your hand and feeding you vague reminders that there's more that holds you together than bolts and nuts?



Next time, Know WHO you can joke with and WHAT you can joke about. Best time to learn WHO and WHAT is before you make the mistake.

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I'm not depressed, but i DO still feel bad for something I did the other day. plus poetry is fun to write every now and then.... Poetry is like dancing, even if you're not good at it, it feels good to just be doing it.