-Black flower, resembles courage and hope, the ability to face the challenges and changes in life to overcome hardships eventually, to be strong as he is.
- Red flower, for the warm love he gave and taught us, despite the world cruelness, having someone you love by your side, eases everything.
- White flower, for the pure and the innocence seeds he planted in our hearts, that still grows and blooms even after his departure.
- Blue flower, for not giving up, for trying to reach the unreachable and always looking forward, no matter how far it is, how impossible, we keep moving to reach our dreams.

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I think my tears had dried, after what happened, I would cry for a bit then stops, just feels dull now, I stopped caring about anything.
Tho I get emotionally sometimes suddenly while watching TV or listening to music and feels like crying.
Thought this year where I'd finally be happy, get back my life and move out, but life had different plans.
And I couldn't give up..