Hello, I think we should finally talk after I've been missing for so long. I'm not trying to justify myself or deserve anyone's forgiveness, I just assure you that no one else will suffer from my irresponsibility, I'm not going to deal with custom art anymore besides my activities as a graphic designer. the reason for my disappearance for a long time is my psychological problems. Since the beginning of the conflict between Russia and Ukraine, my depression and apathy received a boost ×5 due to my collapsed hopes and dreams, unfortunately, I could not work anymore. I am very ashamed in front of you, I had no purpose to take anyone's money. initially, I just took too much work that I couldn't handle, which is why my commissions were so cheap and there were so many of them. I just didn't have time to work on everything at once. It still doesn't excuse me in any way, nevertheless I had to explain it. despite the fact that I couldn't stand the amount of work that I took on myself due to my own stupidity, I still tried, if possible, to give commissions to each person who took them. But since the deterioration of my psychological state, I became completely incapacitated as an artist, I simply had no strength left, I lost the point of doing this, and I was also very afraid to continue my commission activity as a person from an aggressor country, I did not want to get convicted. yes, it's hard to call it a reason to leave for such a long time, but I was really afraid of the burden of responsibility, I didn't know how to explain it and what to say, now I'm ready. Unfortunately, I still haven't recovered as an artist and I won't be able to give you your commissions, but I will offer you a refund. as you know, PayPal no longer works in Russia, so you can leave your boosty accounts and targets in the comments by signing the amount of your order and I will gradually, as far as possible, start a refund. Unfortunately, I don't have that amount at the moment, so I'll start with the most small amounts.I hope for your understanding,I'm sorry again, I know that it's only my fault and you shouldn't have suffered from my carelessness.